The Captured Moments in A Nobody’s Life

Ahhh, the weekend of great sun, sand and water is coming real soon~!  The trip to Krabi is upon us~!  But it looks like there will be a couple who would not be joining us for this trip due to an objection by an immediate relative.  This is indeed sad news for the rest of us.  This would certainly change the plans for our tour as there are less people on the tour and I would need to renegotiate the pricing again.  This is not gonna be easy~!  Well I just hoped that her immediate relative would just let her go so that she can be happy and also for the rest of us to be happy.  Well, we definitely cant predict the future.  KRABI KRABI, HERE WE COME.

On a side note, i had fallen to a throat infection which was said to have caused my severe discomfort as well as pains in my right arm, taking away my beauty sleep.  So i had taken the day off to recuperate.  Of course i did get some zzzzz but there are things i had to do.  Unfortunately didnt get the chance to do it.  Lets just hope my leave for Friday is approved so that i can do my things as well as pack for my Krabi trip~!  Arghhh i need to get a list of things to do now~!  But always forget to do so~!

So many things, so little time.  I also need to build my site up as soon as possible.  I would like to push my site faster so that i can finally put it in my print.  Seriously i would appreciate some form of help on the things to get done.  Lets hope things will get better in soon.

Thats all for now, a short post. Till next time ciaozuu~!

I am now on my path towards the new business as well as the new path of new hardships~!  At the moment, i am doing this from work, meaning i am blogging from work.  Bad ehh, but i am already leaving.  Ohhhh i forgot to mention, i tendered my resignation.  Hehehe.  Anywayz, planning for the Krabi trip is constantly forgotten, very bad of me i know~!!!  Well what to do.  I have alot of things in mind.  I guess i better send out a sms about the outcome of the 1st day of the trip.  For now its best for me to confirm with the tour for the island hopping.  Or should i make a call to them.  Might want to discuss with them a few things.  Well i hope things turns out well.  And i hope people dont chicken out because of the H1N1 virus flying around~! 

Lets get going~! Weeeee.

It was a pretty good day, as it was filled with alot of things to do~!  Indeed there were alot of well wishers this time around as well, especially on facebook~!  It was a wonderful day of people wishing me as well as myself being busy with alot of things.  I woke up a little later than usual on that day, and skipped through breakfast to head for my little Mentor Program Induction.  But it was all good as i get to see ms Thor Sze Ching and her gift to her beloved friend.  And she thought i would be surprised by the gift she got for her friend.  Unfortunately i am not surprised because i have seen this outfits before in Australia especially during the Sexpo~!  Hahaha, but of course Chia Chia was complaining that she shouldnt have came for the Mentor Program Induction, as it was a repeat of what we had gone through awhile  back.  But we just stayed anywayz, until the end of the program only we learnt that CPA and the Big 4 had launched something which would allow easier Mentor Program for all CPA Associates to attain their Mentor Program fulfilled.  Unfortunately the firm is a littlle to secretive about it and we were told that there was reluctance by the firm i am with to sign the agreement to this new move.  So i guess there will be alot of questioning by us towards the person in charge of this~!

Moving on, had lunch with 2 girls who had superb command of mandarin and cantonese and hokkien.  I was struggling at times to understand what they are saying.  This goes to show that i need to brush up on my language skills~!!  But of course lunch was pretty good, with alot of chat going on, it was nice, since we were waiting for the time to go sing k.  Since this was my third time singing k it was pretty ok, even though there were alot of chinese songs that i could not understand, but it always happens, like even the time with my cousins~!  So i am pretty okay with it, but i would prefer a little faster pace chinese songs like maybe Jay Chou and stuff, more of the rappers type, but unfortunately i cant sing chinese and so i just let those who know how to sing chinese sing their songs.  But i did get to sing a few songs which i liked even though this time around i did not sing Linkin Park songs as it was alot of the screaming type and i would be bound to lose my voice if i sang Linkin Park songs~!  But i gotta sing a 2 songs in malay, one is “Kau Ilhamku” by Manbai, and another is “Mungkin Nanti” by Peterpan from Indonesia.  Hahaha, i like singing, though the girls wasnt really bothered, but i was happy that someone sang with me “Kau Ilhamku” by Manbai.  Nice time totally nice time.  Hehehe~!

Then followed by a rush back home to head out again for dinner with my aunts, my mother and the gf.  Hehehe, i have been out with girls the whole day~!  Hahahahaha~!  Of course there were alot to discuss especially of the new business that i shall be undertaking full time in the nearest possible time.  My plans were also revealed to my aunts who finally approved of my move to do so.  So with this in mind, this coming week will be an action packed week for me.  Alot of things to handle and alot of things to do.  I just hope that in this short period of time i am able to help my business flourish and of course help those i brought into the business also to flourish~!  Marilah, bersama sama kita mencari duit untuk menjadi kaya~!!!

Well thats about it for one day though~!  Hehehe.

There were actually a few posts that i wanted to post out but i never got around to write it out.  Well  thats about it for now, till next time ciaozuu~!

Of course there are many hurdles in the new path i have chosen.  Not only hurdles, but also objections, but this is normal in my own view.  Of course, this would never discourage me from doing what i think would be in my own interest (note that i am not saying in my own BEST interest).  Alot of job dissatisfaction has lead me down this path, and this is a great ordeal.  And many times i have been told, it wont be easy, and my reply is always the same.  “Since when is working easy? Since when trying to earn money is easy? Nothing is really that easy you know. Even losing is not easy, dying is not easy. Nothing is ever that easy”.  That is my answer all the time.  Since when did i expect money just to drop on my lap just like that.

No pain = no gain.

So this is just another pain in life to go through and seeing that we are still young.  We still have the opportunity to really make it far i suppose.  It is just a matter of effort, will to go on, resilience, and of course most importantly patience.  Even at my current position, nothing is easy, but then again, i am not compensated accordingly and always under appreciated.  There is no satisfaction, or rather in my case is just pure hatred towards the job.  Being in an accounting firm is just not for me.  But this experience has truly opened up my eyes to the world.  Of course there are alot more to learn the coming years.  Always learning and learning.  Objections has come my way from many directions, and there is even a sarcastic remark about it as well from my dearest tattoo artist Eddy.  Hehehe, he has a point and he is of course trying to look out for me.  But even he started as an accountant but ended up in tattooing.  A far different trade from what i am venturing into right.  So think about it, he made a few trials and errors in life and look at where he ended.  A world famous tattoo artist.  So i may not be as drastic as he is, but of course life is about taking risk (and i have calculated the risk) and trying something else.

Of course the paths i am venturing into, i would certainly see alot of rejections and objections.  But of course, i would not take to heart.  So lets just move on and make a move towards a new future~!

Till next time ciaozuu~! Lets just hope more people would be interested in talking to me.  I have alot to improve.  Hehehe.

I know i havent blog in awhile, but it is because i am quite busy with something.  For those know who knows, keep it to yourself first as i have yet to really go open about it.  I need about 2 months to really settle down in what i am doing at the moment.  Of course this is no reason for me to not tell what i am busy with, so go ahead and ask me personally or msn me if you are interested.  Of course there will be different challenges ahead but at least the amount of effort would show in the amount of money i would earn later on.  So i have finally found something that i can do to help me earn what i want in life.  So it is set that i would be going into this field soon enough.

Next up is that it is getting a lil boring at work, and totally mundane, and that is of course the main reason why i did not blog.  My mundane life is repetitive and as per normal it just wasting another day of my life without really seeing much rewards at the end.  That is of course the pillar of the reasons why i decided to opt out of this field for another.  I certainly need to read up alot more in the coming weeks to help myself up this ladder.  But sure enough, my colleagues seems to agree with me.  Like i told most people, i entered where i am now is because i didnt really know what i wanted to do in life.  But now i have a goal, which drives me outrageously optimistic in achieving it.  Of course there are a number of people who are actually against my decision, but i have the full support of my mother.  But even my father is highly sceptical of my success.  But if i were to maintain such pessimistic attitude, then of course i wont do well in it will i~!?!  Like another who is in another field, which i plan to enter later on this year, is highly pessimistic about his ability to do what he is suppose to do.  So it would definitely disrupt his ability both mentally and physically.  So it is always best to maintain a very positive attitude.  Hehehe.

Looking forward towards life and of course money (which life runs on), i have many plans along the way, such as a long overseas holiday, a brand new car, and maybe a few properties.  Of course i have the main goal to achieve.  This will remain a secret till i have settled down in this field im going into.  Of course please do not hesitate to ask me or call me regarding this business opportunity that i am in.  Of course this is a good business opportunity.  Call me for more information, and of course there are no obligations involved.  Hehehe, yes i am trying to promote the business opportunity that i have gotten myself into.

Other than that, nothing much really happened in my life.  Hehehe.

Till next time then, ciaozuu~!

Life has always been thoguh to be a bitch, but from that bitch there are some hidden gem to be found.  These gems however requires alot of effort before it can be found.  Well i know up to a certain extent on how to look for these gems of course, but it definitely takes some time for me to do so.  Life has certainly been a bitch to me, but i have to make do with what i got in hand i suppose.  First off, my Touch n Go card expired~!  Which then lead me to the banging of the bar, as i didnt had much time to stop.  I had to reverse my car to pay the toll.  I did not want to avoid paying 50 cents.  I was told that my Touch n Go card has expired by the staff and that i had to get it replaced.  I didnt believe it, so i tried at the next toll booth which i then had to reverse and drove to the cash toll booth.  That wasted about 5 minutes because the toll booth was built in a weird manner that i had to reverse maybe about 50-100 metres back.  Well no worries, i reached hartamas 5 minutes before 12 which allowed me to enjoy my lunch at Sugimoto as their 1st customer of the day (i think)~!  I didnt really enjoy my lunch this time around, maybe because of the exam that afternoon itself.  Straight after lunch, i headed to the exam hall.

My mind has been quite off lately.  I am not sure why, but because of this, i accidentally left my pencil case in my car and i only realise this when i was at my seat for the exam.  I had to rely on the 2B pencil to complete my exam paper.  I even asked for a second pencil as my first pencil was blunt and i had trouble writing with it.  A sharp pencil definitely helped me thru the exam.  I hope they accept my writing in pencil~!  After the exam, i was totally care free and could not be bothered about the exam any longer.  Of course i had a good chat with miss SC and her beloved mister Er.  Had a good laugh at miss SC’s expense and also discussed about mange and anime with mister Er.  Kinda had an early dinner in Hartamas of Maggi goreng with egg and that cost me RM4.80~!!!!  I was extremely shocked by the price~!  I do not want to ever patronise those mamak ever again~!!!!  Shit expensive sial~!!  Mamak in Hartamas should be banned~!!  Well, i saw mister RJ with his wife and brother and had a chat with them to find out that the last remaining apprentice quit.  That was pretty big news for me, so i went over to hear about it only to enter the shop with the discussion about an insane customer.  Well at least i got some news about him (the apprentice).

On Saturday, i kinda experienced a horrible lack of sleep, but did not suffer much on the short temper but rather a quite severe headache.  But i had to stay awake and not take any naps as i had to wait for the guy who would fix my house autogate.  Other than that, my day was pretty dull.  Dinner with Sue Lin as well as miss HS and miss R at Pizza Uno in Centre Point was pretty alright.  Had some good catching up but the drinks were very pricey and so was the food, but the food was pretty good.  A lil sad that the portion was a little small.

Going onto Sunday, i skipped my breakfast, which was a huge mistake.  Suffered pretty much almost the entire day, but not that much i guess.  Food is generally getting pretty expensive~!  Whats wrong damn it.  Next on my mind is my is the fucking retarded neighbour with an ugly whore witch wife.  They are totally retarded and stupid and also show offs.  They are truly retarded with no brains.  Burning money for the dead, but then, never have a lid to cover the burning stuff, end up all the debris flew into my house, and my house was just cleaned~!  And the ugly whore wife say, not her fault its the wind.  If you have cover then wont fly la, means its your FUCKING FAULT~!  Are you that retarded to not be able to use a cover?  Indeed a true retard to the core.  Haihz, i feel like slapping them with COW SHIT~!  I hope they rest in pieces in the next hour or so.  This is to allow the peace and tranquility back into the neighbourhood~!  Ever since they left their so called “bungalow” to stay in terrace house, i harbour a deep hatred towards them which continues to grow every time they do something that pisses me off.

Alright, back to Sunday.  I was busy surfing the net in the morning which later i went to office to check my email if there is any work for me to do during the coming week.  Unfortunately there were no work, but hell of alot of emails.  After which i headed to Hartamas for lunch at Old Town.  I must say that their food is declining in quality significantly while the drinks either maintain or gotten a little better.  Then i head up to Borneo Ink to lepak there while i wait for my mother to return from Penang.  There, i thought i could lepak there like a fool, but i ended up helping alot at the front desk with the sudden huge number of clients coming in as the back up front man as Boy was pretty busy piercing.  There were alot of customers that day.  Pretty busy in the shop that day.  Then went off to fetch my mother from my aunt’s place, while being a delivery guy, delivering a table and chairs that were brought over to my house for CNY which has to be returned to my aunt.

Sunday night was spent by having dinner with my usualy gang especially since mister SH just got his brand new car, a Mazda6 2.5l.  It kinda make me wanna get a new car too.  Haha, he is fortunate that his car is actually a company car.  His car is bloody high tech~!  The car engine is started at a push of a button.  Isnt that fucking cool~!  But the car is pretty pricey (by my standards of course).  The 2.5 litre Mazda is also bolstered with an enhanced Bose audio system and this car is pretty cheap comparing against other cars of the similar high tech functionality.  Mister M was pretty shocked to see the car because he never expected that mister SH would ever get that car.  But now since he has it, we can now resort to using his car as a mode of transportation when we want to go out for yamcha.  Wahahaha, we chat alot bu the chat lead to mister M wanting to leave early.  So we headed back not long after.  So thats how my Sunday was.

My Monday however was pretty mundane without much work during the day.  I ended checking out cars online.  I was quite caught up by the Mitsubishi Lancer.  Probably a future family car i guess.  But when i wanted to head back, i certainly had some “excitement”.  My car could not start~!!!  It certainly made me panic.  I rushed to open my bonnet and called my mother.  Luckily the security huard saw this and came over offering jumper cables.  I only had to find a car to assist me in the jumpstart of my car.  Luckily i was able to call miss CC before she left the car park.  It all happened so fast that i was in a very blur state of mind.  I was suppose to fetch 2 other colleagues but ended up 1 of them helping me in jumpstarting my car successfully when i had trouble trying to jumpstart my damn car~!  But it was certainly a hot trip to the mechanic, which ended up with denting my wallet by RM250 for a new battery~!  I was expecting to burn a bigger hole to change the alternator, but a turn of events helped in reducing the amount from an estimate of about RM500-RM600 to a total of RM125.  This will all be explained later on.  Well, this certainly is an irony as i was looking for a new car to buy in maybe 4-5 years time.  I guess my car got jealous and decided to act up on me.

Tuesday was another boring day of nothingness. Or rather i totally had nothing to do at all for that day.  Kinda disappointing i suppose. There is work for me to do, but i cant proceed without the advance money from the company.  So i just waited till i was able to get my hands on the money before proceeding.  Nothing much, dull dull day.  Really nothing much to do except a few minutes here and there helping the others which was no help to my chargeability. 

Moving on Wednesday and Thursday, i had training for those 2 full days. Of course the training ended early on Thursday and i already gotten another staff to collect the information i need for me to do work.  I did some part of the work while reserving the rest for Sunday as i had to head back to celebrate an early mother’s day dinner with my mom.    Ohhh, by now i forgot to mention that another staff in my department told me that her brother was selling the alternator i needed for my car at a pretty cheap price.  I cannot believe it, and quickly i consulted my mother and also requested for a quotation on the labour charges from my mechanic for installing the alternator.  After settling all the others, i informed that i wanted the part and asked whether i can get it the next day (note that our company was on holiday on Friday to replace Wesak Day holiday on Saturday).  She informed me it is possible.  I am pretty lucky indeed.  The dinner with my mom, as usual, my mom ate very little by ordering only a few different sushi.  Oh i brought her to a sushi shop nearby my house (in Cheras), as it was nearby and it was my mom who choose to eat there (it is also my favourite place to eat sushi for certain reasons).  The rest was pretty much just me at home surfing the internet.

On Friday, i read a little facebook status about the passing of a primary school mate of mine which was later confirmed by a call from another primary school mate of mine who i still constantly contact.  That morning was a pretty quiet morning as i had roti canai and milo ice for breakfast at a mamak which has really good dhall and really kow milo ice~!  Later in the afternoon i proceeded to get my alternator from my colleague and quickly make my way to my mechanic to fix the alternator.  The waiting time was really long as apparently a cooling time is required before the changing of the alternator could be done.  Even after a long almost one and a half hours of waiting finally the change could be made.  Even then it took some time.

After changing the alternator, i rushed home to fetch my mother to KL Sentral as she was going off for a holiday.  After fetching her, my primary school friend called me up about the wake of our schoolmate who passed away.  I agreed on going for the wake.  It really was a great catching up session with a few other primary schoolmates whom i haven seen in a long time.  Like my schoolmate WW said, this brought us back together.  There was quite alot of gossip talk among ourselves as we indulge in each other’s secrets as well.  It was a good getting together session.  But it was a depressing atmosphere towards the end of the night as some felt the lost greater than others. 

The following morning (Saturday morning) my friends and myself went for the cremation ceremony.  The atmosphere was truly depressing.  But isnt that how death is suppose to be?  Well, after the funeral in the afternoon, we had a short lunch gathering together.  Which wasnt all too bad seeing as some had not slept at all clubbing.  Wonderful isnt it?  Hehehe, the evening and night well, again it was pretty dull i guess.  I cant really remember it.  Sunday morning well, had my dimsum breakfast with Sue Lin of course.  From noon onwards, I kinda forgot what i did.  Then near midnight i went to fetch my mother from KL Sentral.  Long long day. 

Now its back to work.  2 days with no work to do is getting a little too boring.  Sad but true.  Anywayz, i gotta go.  Till next time ciaozuu~!

Looks like my study leave has begun and the time to study is upon me.  I am also quite shocked that time has passed by so fast.  Not to mention that I was pretty free over the pass few days at work without any work given to me at all~!!!!  Of course this would look bad on me, but hey there was nothing I could really do as I already asked all my superiors for work but none of them had any work for me.  It is either that or I had already completed the work earlier on, which is then pending for review.  Well, I certainly spent my Saturday a lil toooo relaxed but at least I feel that I am well rested.  Or at least I feel I am well rested.  I did a lil bit of clearing up in the evening/night, followed by the urge for me to reset my modem which certainly stirred heaps of trouble.  But after that it is all fine.  At the moment, I am downloading the programs I need to install once I reformat my comp.  Yes, I am reformating my comp again, because it is slow to the point, that I wanna throw the whole junk away.  But I just hope this time around, I dont screw up the formatting as bad as I did the previous time which lead to the stupid Windows thingy to find out that my Microsoft Office is pirated.  Before that happened, it was all fine and dandy~!  Now it is just slow to the point I wanna kill someone~!

Continuing on, I have yet to file my taxes, which I should be doing soon enough.  Of course I must get some guidance from those who had already done it~!  But that would require me in organising my documents, which also reminds me I need to organise my receipts, especially my computer receipts~!  I have damn alot of documents to sort and go through, which would be a very tedious task~!!!  Of course I had been daunted with a few tedious tasks before, and comparing both the organising of my documents and receipts is nothing compared to the work that I was required to do~!!

Alrighty, I did mentioned that I was pretty free at work these past few days, which led me to my research on computer parts such as the CPU, the GPU, the casing, the cooling system, the memory, the storage disk, and many more of the various components.  Of course looking at these things as well as reading about them has tempted me to get myself a brand new PC~!  Which would be built from scratch~!  Looking at what Low Yat had to offer, I calculated that the cost of the computer that I would like to build would cost me an estimated RM5,800.  Of course, this is after the consideration of the technology and the utilisation of the PC has been taken account for~!  Seriously expensive isn’t it?  I find it that the combination of the components are pretty good, especially the casing, oh btw this is excluding the hard disk drives~!  Yes, call me greedy if you want, but which human is not greedy?  You tell me, every human is greedy in their own way~!

I gotta continue on with the cleaning of my rooms, as well as the formatting of my computer, and of course i think that my modem has gone cuckoo on me.  Of course this would require me to really kick its ass to kingdom come, but I doubt I have the resources to do so~!  Lets just hope that my previous purchases would help ease the burden~!  But I still need a modem to make it complete.   Anywayz, lets just hope things gets better soon~!!!

Alright, I gotta go and get things started.  Till next time ciaozuuu~!

With the new progression, there are sure a lot more to do than before. Seems like I have to stay back to finish work, which are usually urgent. With the training I attended, it gives me some relaxed moments at work.

Currently, it seems like the idea of the iPod Touch is truly fading away. But I am looking to get a brand new phone. At the moment I am looking at the SE C510 or the SE C901. Both are candy phones. But the SE C901 is still not in the Malaysian market just yet. I have to wait till it comes out I guess. Then my current SE K530 would be passed to my mother. Reason being is that my mother refused my offer of buying her a new phone. So she came up with the idea about me passing my phone to her once I get myself a brand new phone. But the thought of getting the iPhone/iPod Touch will always be there. But for now, I would wait and see whether the new Blackberry Storm can surpass its predecessors and ultimately defeat the iPhone. Maybe we might see a newer version of the iPhone in the next two years or so. Let the battle between the iPhone and the iPhone killers continue~!

On another note, the stupid retarded girl has finally resigned~! But of course there is a new staff who came in to replace her. This time it’s a guy and he chose my dept without hesitation (and with full knowledge about the principles behind the dept’s work). This is truly rare because most of the staff here are conned into joining the dept with the ploy that the staff can head home early or on time (this is not the case with me and another senior of mine, but it holds true for the others). It was pretty fast to know about the new guy as there are sooooo many “interviewers” asking various personal questions. Just to note, the stupid retarded girl skipped training and work on her second last day of work. Something the other staff and myself would never dare to do~!

Lately, I have been checking out some workout websites to get some tips about working out. Certainly needs a lot of time and dedication. Time which I sometimes lack and the dedication which I TOTALLY lack is the reason to my ever growing stomach size. My mother has been constantly nagging me to exercise a long time now. I was just wondering, how do anorexic people induce themselves into believing that they are fat when the truth is that they are sooo thin? I am still wondering how strong is their will power in forcing themselves not to eat and whatever not. It is simply truly insane~! For now, I just have to stick an exercise regime for a minimum of 21 days to make it stick into my life. Lets just hope that I have the willpower to do so like the anorexic people.

The next thing on my mind would be, “when will there be the next VU/Monash gathering?”. I kinda miss the noisy environment of gossips with the gossip queen and the others but I highly doubt that everyone can make it as everyone is pretty busy with WORK, STUDIES, and whatever nonsense that happens in their lifes and mine. Certainly need to contact the organizer to see whether we should hold a gathering in the weeks to come.

I kinda hate working late nights. Its just wears me down. Truly tiring, but then I wonder, how the hell auditors can make it through every day working till like past midnight for weeks, or even months~!!!!  It is truly amazing how they can survive it.  Of course it is the profession they choose anywayz, and thats the audit lifestyle here in Malaysia.  Truly a wonder why sooo many are ignorant to their blood pressures nowadays especially among the working force these days.  If anyone has read the newspaper, they would have read about this article where 40 over % of the Malaysian workforce (private sector of course, government sector is sooo relaxed that it is soo ineffificient – which includes the ministers of course) do not know that they have high blood pressure and is prone to hypertension.  It is a fact i read off the newspaper of course.  Maybe you wont take my word for it, but hey, like the saying goes, “Health or wealth, which would you prefer?”.

Anywayz, it seems that alot of people seem to be enjoying their life, or most of them are, except the few who are already working.  It seems as though we are forced to work, which is pretty much true because without work, there is no money.  So the main purpose of working is to get money~!!!  I dont really know what I am blabbering about at the moment.  Isn’t nice to have money to buy whatever you want.  I always dream I have the money to buy whatever I want.  Wait a minute, maybe I should put a wish list up so that I can work towards those things.  Certainly be nice if people can get me those stuff, but I doubt that it would happen.  For now I just have to be thankful with what I have despite others having more things than I do, but hey, I shall try to work to get it.  Now I might just do a lil savings on a monthly basis.  Certainly I gotta plan my financial status.  How I wish I have the iPhone or preferably the iPod Touch with all the applications I saw to help me put things into perspective.

Anywayz, thats about it for now.  Till next time ciaozuu…..

p.s. I dont think I made much sense in this posting …..

For the pass week or so, I have been working late.  Of course it is nothing compared to the audit lifestyle.  Truly a lifestyle I do not want to lead at all~!  But this time around, I am very much obliged to work late to get the work done, especially since I am in charge of the other associates on this job.  Certainly is no fun being in charge.  Because blame on mistakes made will fall on me and making up for lost time on the job also falls on me.  I am also obliged to finish up whatever my team missed out.  That sure is no fun seeing that some of the more tedious work requires alot of reviewing especially by me.  I am always spotting some mistakes somewhere somehow.  But it is all over now.  The crazy three days of redbull mornings were enough to kill me.  I hate working so late and sooooo hard especially on the research part.  Definately a killer.  Dont get me wrong, this might help me prove my worthiness to the higher ups of course it is very strenuous on my body and mind.

Well moving on, of course I am still quite fixated about getting an iPod Touch, but after much consideration and research and thinking, I think I wont be getting myself the iPod Touch.  Of course this is still a want in my life, but I guess my money can be put to better use in another way, like expanding my harddisk size.  My expansion has not reached 2.5 TB~!  Of course, anyone who has basic knowledge about computers knows that harddisk generally loses 7%-8% of its harddisk space.  I am still unsure about the reason and neither did I check the reason behind it.  Too lazy to really find out about it.  Of course, maybe I shall save up for a super expansion maybe my the end of next year.  Super expansion would mean almost a whole new PC~!  Hehehe, it is still in planning stages.  Maybe I can use the money I have to get my car fixed.  But for now I guess the aim is to get more money I suppose?

This pass week also has made me feeling a lil down.  Of course this would be a normal part of my moodswings from time to time.  I guess I am a lil too sensitive for my own good.  No good right?  Well thats how I am I suppose.  Money money, where art thou?  Come to me, come fall onto my lap~!!!! Money ohh money, you can buy almost everything to make me happy, of course money cant buy happiness directly, but it sure does help in getting me happy.  Of course there are alot of wants in my mind.  But as per normal, money is a great restraint on me.  I want to be able to buy whatever I want anytime I want.  But that is just a dream for now, and myabe for the future.  Who knows….

Next is my life is dull~!  I am dull~!  Of course this was spurred by my moodswings.  I think I am losing my mind again.  Damn it, I need to take control again.  Need to push myself forward again.  I need something to work towards.  A goal, which I have been lacking all this while.  Shall I put my wants as my goals ?  Well, that may be a lil screwed up since I just scratched one of my wants away due to lack of money.  Ohhhh well, just live on everyday without a purpose still is ok I guess.  It took me a long while to realise that there is no benefit in joining the minority (in terms of buying things), so I guess I shall join the majority and reap the benefits that come with it.

I dont really know what else to blog, especially since I read other people’s blog, it kinda makes my life look sooo dull~!!  By at least 100 times~!!! Well, i guess thats about it for now.  Lets just hope my moodswing doesnt get the best of me for the next week or so….. Till next time, ciaozuuu~!

This is a lil weird, but i am participating in the earth hour by blogging in the dark?  It is kinda weird.  But as per normal, i just continue on blogging here because i wanna spend as much time as i can in front of my own toy comp.  Hehehe.  Alright to to move into topic.

Well, i have just made a progression at my work place (a so called higher rank) with a lil extra perks together with it.  Of course there were quite a number of people who didnt get the progression/promotion due to some serious (undisclosed) issues~!  It is of course insane to not get promoted for some of the people working which really angered a whole lot of people prompting a dark and sour face on many.  Well, it was well deserved progression for me as i had put in alot of fucking effort in the pass 6 months.  Well it certainly paid off for sure.  I cant be happier with what i am getting now, as it is higher than what i had anticipated.  This certainly calls for a celebration, but unfortunately i dun really know who to call out since i am busy this weekend with the CPA workshop.  But its alright, i can celebrate on a slightly later date i suppose.

Of course with the current progession would mean that i would officially take on more responsibilities but as i would like to quote my colleague who joined in almost the same time, “we are working like the higher level staff but getting paid at the lower staff pay” (changes were made to avoid any unwanted incidents).  As quoted, we are work on higher level work but are getting paid at a lower pay.  Of course this doesnt really matter to me, as long as i have work to feed my mouth, i am happy and it is best that i dont screw it up big time like the other retarded colleague who is still fouling up people’s work.

Moving on, i am quite pleased by what i had found on the iPod Touch (”Touch”) and iPhone.  Of course i am getting closer towards getting my hands on the Touch because most of the functions found on the iPhone are on the Touch which is good.  The only known functions that are not on the Touch but is on the iPhone are the phone function of call and sms functions, GPRS, and camera.  These three of which i can use far better devices that should be found on other phones.  The Touch would be used as my personal PDA i suppose as it truly has alot of applications for that purpose~!  It is truly calling me out to buy it.  Of course i am listening to an advice to think it through before really making the purchase.  This is the time i am still making a lil more research on the Touch and the applications that i would be installing to help me with my work i suppose.

But now i am thinking whether to get the 32GB, or the 16GB Touch.  As i had received word from an ex-colleague about his own 16GB Touch, which he added to be more than sufficient for him.  And i am using for work purposes and of course a few songs and of course a few shows.  So i am thinking real hard, whether should i really get the Touch 32GB or 16GB?  And of course i cant wait till the new 3.0 OS come out in June (or so i read).  Now just thinking the purchase through and through first.

Well, thats about it for today, till next time.  Ciaozuu~!