The Captured Moments in A Nobody’s Life

Life has always been thoguh to be a bitch, but from that bitch there are some hidden gem to be found.  These gems however requires alot of effort before it can be found.  Well i know up to a certain extent on how to look for these gems of course, but it definitely takes some time for me to do so.  Life has certainly been a bitch to me, but i have to make do with what i got in hand i suppose.  First off, my Touch n Go card expired~!  Which then lead me to the banging of the bar, as i didnt had much time to stop.  I had to reverse my car to pay the toll.  I did not want to avoid paying 50 cents.  I was told that my Touch n Go card has expired by the staff and that i had to get it replaced.  I didnt believe it, so i tried at the next toll booth which i then had to reverse and drove to the cash toll booth.  That wasted about 5 minutes because the toll booth was built in a weird manner that i had to reverse maybe about 50-100 metres back.  Well no worries, i reached hartamas 5 minutes before 12 which allowed me to enjoy my lunch at Sugimoto as their 1st customer of the day (i think)~!  I didnt really enjoy my lunch this time around, maybe because of the exam that afternoon itself.  Straight after lunch, i headed to the exam hall.

My mind has been quite off lately.  I am not sure why, but because of this, i accidentally left my pencil case in my car and i only realise this when i was at my seat for the exam.  I had to rely on the 2B pencil to complete my exam paper.  I even asked for a second pencil as my first pencil was blunt and i had trouble writing with it.  A sharp pencil definitely helped me thru the exam.  I hope they accept my writing in pencil~!  After the exam, i was totally care free and could not be bothered about the exam any longer.  Of course i had a good chat with miss SC and her beloved mister Er.  Had a good laugh at miss SC’s expense and also discussed about mange and anime with mister Er.  Kinda had an early dinner in Hartamas of Maggi goreng with egg and that cost me RM4.80~!!!!  I was extremely shocked by the price~!  I do not want to ever patronise those mamak ever again~!!!!  Shit expensive sial~!!  Mamak in Hartamas should be banned~!!  Well, i saw mister RJ with his wife and brother and had a chat with them to find out that the last remaining apprentice quit.  That was pretty big news for me, so i went over to hear about it only to enter the shop with the discussion about an insane customer.  Well at least i got some news about him (the apprentice).

On Saturday, i kinda experienced a horrible lack of sleep, but did not suffer much on the short temper but rather a quite severe headache.  But i had to stay awake and not take any naps as i had to wait for the guy who would fix my house autogate.  Other than that, my day was pretty dull.  Dinner with Sue Lin as well as miss HS and miss R at Pizza Uno in Centre Point was pretty alright.  Had some good catching up but the drinks were very pricey and so was the food, but the food was pretty good.  A lil sad that the portion was a little small.

Going onto Sunday, i skipped my breakfast, which was a huge mistake.  Suffered pretty much almost the entire day, but not that much i guess.  Food is generally getting pretty expensive~!  Whats wrong damn it.  Next on my mind is my is the fucking retarded neighbour with an ugly whore witch wife.  They are totally retarded and stupid and also show offs.  They are truly retarded with no brains.  Burning money for the dead, but then, never have a lid to cover the burning stuff, end up all the debris flew into my house, and my house was just cleaned~!  And the ugly whore wife say, not her fault its the wind.  If you have cover then wont fly la, means its your FUCKING FAULT~!  Are you that retarded to not be able to use a cover?  Indeed a true retard to the core.  Haihz, i feel like slapping them with COW SHIT~!  I hope they rest in pieces in the next hour or so.  This is to allow the peace and tranquility back into the neighbourhood~!  Ever since they left their so called “bungalow” to stay in terrace house, i harbour a deep hatred towards them which continues to grow every time they do something that pisses me off.

Alright, back to Sunday.  I was busy surfing the net in the morning which later i went to office to check my email if there is any work for me to do during the coming week.  Unfortunately there were no work, but hell of alot of emails.  After which i headed to Hartamas for lunch at Old Town.  I must say that their food is declining in quality significantly while the drinks either maintain or gotten a little better.  Then i head up to Borneo Ink to lepak there while i wait for my mother to return from Penang.  There, i thought i could lepak there like a fool, but i ended up helping alot at the front desk with the sudden huge number of clients coming in as the back up front man as Boy was pretty busy piercing.  There were alot of customers that day.  Pretty busy in the shop that day.  Then went off to fetch my mother from my aunt’s place, while being a delivery guy, delivering a table and chairs that were brought over to my house for CNY which has to be returned to my aunt.

Sunday night was spent by having dinner with my usualy gang especially since mister SH just got his brand new car, a Mazda6 2.5l.  It kinda make me wanna get a new car too.  Haha, he is fortunate that his car is actually a company car.  His car is bloody high tech~!  The car engine is started at a push of a button.  Isnt that fucking cool~!  But the car is pretty pricey (by my standards of course).  The 2.5 litre Mazda is also bolstered with an enhanced Bose audio system and this car is pretty cheap comparing against other cars of the similar high tech functionality.  Mister M was pretty shocked to see the car because he never expected that mister SH would ever get that car.  But now since he has it, we can now resort to using his car as a mode of transportation when we want to go out for yamcha.  Wahahaha, we chat alot bu the chat lead to mister M wanting to leave early.  So we headed back not long after.  So thats how my Sunday was.

My Monday however was pretty mundane without much work during the day.  I ended checking out cars online.  I was quite caught up by the Mitsubishi Lancer.  Probably a future family car i guess.  But when i wanted to head back, i certainly had some “excitement”.  My car could not start~!!!  It certainly made me panic.  I rushed to open my bonnet and called my mother.  Luckily the security huard saw this and came over offering jumper cables.  I only had to find a car to assist me in the jumpstart of my car.  Luckily i was able to call miss CC before she left the car park.  It all happened so fast that i was in a very blur state of mind.  I was suppose to fetch 2 other colleagues but ended up 1 of them helping me in jumpstarting my car successfully when i had trouble trying to jumpstart my damn car~!  But it was certainly a hot trip to the mechanic, which ended up with denting my wallet by RM250 for a new battery~!  I was expecting to burn a bigger hole to change the alternator, but a turn of events helped in reducing the amount from an estimate of about RM500-RM600 to a total of RM125.  This will all be explained later on.  Well, this certainly is an irony as i was looking for a new car to buy in maybe 4-5 years time.  I guess my car got jealous and decided to act up on me.

Tuesday was another boring day of nothingness. Or rather i totally had nothing to do at all for that day.  Kinda disappointing i suppose. There is work for me to do, but i cant proceed without the advance money from the company.  So i just waited till i was able to get my hands on the money before proceeding.  Nothing much, dull dull day.  Really nothing much to do except a few minutes here and there helping the others which was no help to my chargeability. 

Moving on Wednesday and Thursday, i had training for those 2 full days. Of course the training ended early on Thursday and i already gotten another staff to collect the information i need for me to do work.  I did some part of the work while reserving the rest for Sunday as i had to head back to celebrate an early mother’s day dinner with my mom.    Ohhh, by now i forgot to mention that another staff in my department told me that her brother was selling the alternator i needed for my car at a pretty cheap price.  I cannot believe it, and quickly i consulted my mother and also requested for a quotation on the labour charges from my mechanic for installing the alternator.  After settling all the others, i informed that i wanted the part and asked whether i can get it the next day (note that our company was on holiday on Friday to replace Wesak Day holiday on Saturday).  She informed me it is possible.  I am pretty lucky indeed.  The dinner with my mom, as usual, my mom ate very little by ordering only a few different sushi.  Oh i brought her to a sushi shop nearby my house (in Cheras), as it was nearby and it was my mom who choose to eat there (it is also my favourite place to eat sushi for certain reasons).  The rest was pretty much just me at home surfing the internet.

On Friday, i read a little facebook status about the passing of a primary school mate of mine which was later confirmed by a call from another primary school mate of mine who i still constantly contact.  That morning was a pretty quiet morning as i had roti canai and milo ice for breakfast at a mamak which has really good dhall and really kow milo ice~!  Later in the afternoon i proceeded to get my alternator from my colleague and quickly make my way to my mechanic to fix the alternator.  The waiting time was really long as apparently a cooling time is required before the changing of the alternator could be done.  Even after a long almost one and a half hours of waiting finally the change could be made.  Even then it took some time.

After changing the alternator, i rushed home to fetch my mother to KL Sentral as she was going off for a holiday.  After fetching her, my primary school friend called me up about the wake of our schoolmate who passed away.  I agreed on going for the wake.  It really was a great catching up session with a few other primary schoolmates whom i haven seen in a long time.  Like my schoolmate WW said, this brought us back together.  There was quite alot of gossip talk among ourselves as we indulge in each other’s secrets as well.  It was a good getting together session.  But it was a depressing atmosphere towards the end of the night as some felt the lost greater than others. 

The following morning (Saturday morning) my friends and myself went for the cremation ceremony.  The atmosphere was truly depressing.  But isnt that how death is suppose to be?  Well, after the funeral in the afternoon, we had a short lunch gathering together.  Which wasnt all too bad seeing as some had not slept at all clubbing.  Wonderful isnt it?  Hehehe, the evening and night well, again it was pretty dull i guess.  I cant really remember it.  Sunday morning well, had my dimsum breakfast with Sue Lin of course.  From noon onwards, I kinda forgot what i did.  Then near midnight i went to fetch my mother from KL Sentral.  Long long day. 

Now its back to work.  2 days with no work to do is getting a little too boring.  Sad but true.  Anywayz, i gotta go.  Till next time ciaozuu~!

Looks like my study leave has begun and the time to study is upon me.  I am also quite shocked that time has passed by so fast.  Not to mention that I was pretty free over the pass few days at work without any work given to me at all~!!!!  Of course this would look bad on me, but hey there was nothing I could really do as I already asked all my superiors for work but none of them had any work for me.  It is either that or I had already completed the work earlier on, which is then pending for review.  Well, I certainly spent my Saturday a lil toooo relaxed but at least I feel that I am well rested.  Or at least I feel I am well rested.  I did a lil bit of clearing up in the evening/night, followed by the urge for me to reset my modem which certainly stirred heaps of trouble.  But after that it is all fine.  At the moment, I am downloading the programs I need to install once I reformat my comp.  Yes, I am reformating my comp again, because it is slow to the point, that I wanna throw the whole junk away.  But I just hope this time around, I dont screw up the formatting as bad as I did the previous time which lead to the stupid Windows thingy to find out that my Microsoft Office is pirated.  Before that happened, it was all fine and dandy~!  Now it is just slow to the point I wanna kill someone~!

Continuing on, I have yet to file my taxes, which I should be doing soon enough.  Of course I must get some guidance from those who had already done it~!  But that would require me in organising my documents, which also reminds me I need to organise my receipts, especially my computer receipts~!  I have damn alot of documents to sort and go through, which would be a very tedious task~!!!  Of course I had been daunted with a few tedious tasks before, and comparing both the organising of my documents and receipts is nothing compared to the work that I was required to do~!!

Alrighty, I did mentioned that I was pretty free at work these past few days, which led me to my research on computer parts such as the CPU, the GPU, the casing, the cooling system, the memory, the storage disk, and many more of the various components.  Of course looking at these things as well as reading about them has tempted me to get myself a brand new PC~!  Which would be built from scratch~!  Looking at what Low Yat had to offer, I calculated that the cost of the computer that I would like to build would cost me an estimated RM5,800.  Of course, this is after the consideration of the technology and the utilisation of the PC has been taken account for~!  Seriously expensive isn’t it?  I find it that the combination of the components are pretty good, especially the casing, oh btw this is excluding the hard disk drives~!  Yes, call me greedy if you want, but which human is not greedy?  You tell me, every human is greedy in their own way~!

I gotta continue on with the cleaning of my rooms, as well as the formatting of my computer, and of course i think that my modem has gone cuckoo on me.  Of course this would require me to really kick its ass to kingdom come, but I doubt I have the resources to do so~!  Lets just hope that my previous purchases would help ease the burden~!  But I still need a modem to make it complete.   Anywayz, lets just hope things gets better soon~!!!

Alright, I gotta go and get things started.  Till next time ciaozuuu~!

With the new progression, there are sure a lot more to do than before. Seems like I have to stay back to finish work, which are usually urgent. With the training I attended, it gives me some relaxed moments at work.

Currently, it seems like the idea of the iPod Touch is truly fading away. But I am looking to get a brand new phone. At the moment I am looking at the SE C510 or the SE C901. Both are candy phones. But the SE C901 is still not in the Malaysian market just yet. I have to wait till it comes out I guess. Then my current SE K530 would be passed to my mother. Reason being is that my mother refused my offer of buying her a new phone. So she came up with the idea about me passing my phone to her once I get myself a brand new phone. But the thought of getting the iPhone/iPod Touch will always be there. But for now, I would wait and see whether the new Blackberry Storm can surpass its predecessors and ultimately defeat the iPhone. Maybe we might see a newer version of the iPhone in the next two years or so. Let the battle between the iPhone and the iPhone killers continue~!

On another note, the stupid retarded girl has finally resigned~! But of course there is a new staff who came in to replace her. This time it’s a guy and he chose my dept without hesitation (and with full knowledge about the principles behind the dept’s work). This is truly rare because most of the staff here are conned into joining the dept with the ploy that the staff can head home early or on time (this is not the case with me and another senior of mine, but it holds true for the others). It was pretty fast to know about the new guy as there are sooooo many “interviewers” asking various personal questions. Just to note, the stupid retarded girl skipped training and work on her second last day of work. Something the other staff and myself would never dare to do~!

Lately, I have been checking out some workout websites to get some tips about working out. Certainly needs a lot of time and dedication. Time which I sometimes lack and the dedication which I TOTALLY lack is the reason to my ever growing stomach size. My mother has been constantly nagging me to exercise a long time now. I was just wondering, how do anorexic people induce themselves into believing that they are fat when the truth is that they are sooo thin? I am still wondering how strong is their will power in forcing themselves not to eat and whatever not. It is simply truly insane~! For now, I just have to stick an exercise regime for a minimum of 21 days to make it stick into my life. Lets just hope that I have the willpower to do so like the anorexic people.

The next thing on my mind would be, “when will there be the next VU/Monash gathering?”. I kinda miss the noisy environment of gossips with the gossip queen and the others but I highly doubt that everyone can make it as everyone is pretty busy with WORK, STUDIES, and whatever nonsense that happens in their lifes and mine. Certainly need to contact the organizer to see whether we should hold a gathering in the weeks to come.

I kinda hate working late nights. Its just wears me down. Truly tiring, but then I wonder, how the hell auditors can make it through every day working till like past midnight for weeks, or even months~!!!!  It is truly amazing how they can survive it.  Of course it is the profession they choose anywayz, and thats the audit lifestyle here in Malaysia.  Truly a wonder why sooo many are ignorant to their blood pressures nowadays especially among the working force these days.  If anyone has read the newspaper, they would have read about this article where 40 over % of the Malaysian workforce (private sector of course, government sector is sooo relaxed that it is soo ineffificient – which includes the ministers of course) do not know that they have high blood pressure and is prone to hypertension.  It is a fact i read off the newspaper of course.  Maybe you wont take my word for it, but hey, like the saying goes, “Health or wealth, which would you prefer?”.

Anywayz, it seems that alot of people seem to be enjoying their life, or most of them are, except the few who are already working.  It seems as though we are forced to work, which is pretty much true because without work, there is no money.  So the main purpose of working is to get money~!!!  I dont really know what I am blabbering about at the moment.  Isn’t nice to have money to buy whatever you want.  I always dream I have the money to buy whatever I want.  Wait a minute, maybe I should put a wish list up so that I can work towards those things.  Certainly be nice if people can get me those stuff, but I doubt that it would happen.  For now I just have to be thankful with what I have despite others having more things than I do, but hey, I shall try to work to get it.  Now I might just do a lil savings on a monthly basis.  Certainly I gotta plan my financial status.  How I wish I have the iPhone or preferably the iPod Touch with all the applications I saw to help me put things into perspective.

Anywayz, thats about it for now.  Till next time ciaozuu…..

p.s. I dont think I made much sense in this posting …..

For the pass week or so, I have been working late.  Of course it is nothing compared to the audit lifestyle.  Truly a lifestyle I do not want to lead at all~!  But this time around, I am very much obliged to work late to get the work done, especially since I am in charge of the other associates on this job.  Certainly is no fun being in charge.  Because blame on mistakes made will fall on me and making up for lost time on the job also falls on me.  I am also obliged to finish up whatever my team missed out.  That sure is no fun seeing that some of the more tedious work requires alot of reviewing especially by me.  I am always spotting some mistakes somewhere somehow.  But it is all over now.  The crazy three days of redbull mornings were enough to kill me.  I hate working so late and sooooo hard especially on the research part.  Definately a killer.  Dont get me wrong, this might help me prove my worthiness to the higher ups of course it is very strenuous on my body and mind.

Well moving on, of course I am still quite fixated about getting an iPod Touch, but after much consideration and research and thinking, I think I wont be getting myself the iPod Touch.  Of course this is still a want in my life, but I guess my money can be put to better use in another way, like expanding my harddisk size.  My expansion has not reached 2.5 TB~!  Of course, anyone who has basic knowledge about computers knows that harddisk generally loses 7%-8% of its harddisk space.  I am still unsure about the reason and neither did I check the reason behind it.  Too lazy to really find out about it.  Of course, maybe I shall save up for a super expansion maybe my the end of next year.  Super expansion would mean almost a whole new PC~!  Hehehe, it is still in planning stages.  Maybe I can use the money I have to get my car fixed.  But for now I guess the aim is to get more money I suppose?

This pass week also has made me feeling a lil down.  Of course this would be a normal part of my moodswings from time to time.  I guess I am a lil too sensitive for my own good.  No good right?  Well thats how I am I suppose.  Money money, where art thou?  Come to me, come fall onto my lap~!!!! Money ohh money, you can buy almost everything to make me happy, of course money cant buy happiness directly, but it sure does help in getting me happy.  Of course there are alot of wants in my mind.  But as per normal, money is a great restraint on me.  I want to be able to buy whatever I want anytime I want.  But that is just a dream for now, and myabe for the future.  Who knows….

Next is my life is dull~!  I am dull~!  Of course this was spurred by my moodswings.  I think I am losing my mind again.  Damn it, I need to take control again.  Need to push myself forward again.  I need something to work towards.  A goal, which I have been lacking all this while.  Shall I put my wants as my goals ?  Well, that may be a lil screwed up since I just scratched one of my wants away due to lack of money.  Ohhhh well, just live on everyday without a purpose still is ok I guess.  It took me a long while to realise that there is no benefit in joining the minority (in terms of buying things), so I guess I shall join the majority and reap the benefits that come with it.

I dont really know what else to blog, especially since I read other people’s blog, it kinda makes my life look sooo dull~!!  By at least 100 times~!!! Well, i guess thats about it for now.  Lets just hope my moodswing doesnt get the best of me for the next week or so….. Till next time, ciaozuuu~!

This is a lil weird, but i am participating in the earth hour by blogging in the dark?  It is kinda weird.  But as per normal, i just continue on blogging here because i wanna spend as much time as i can in front of my own toy comp.  Hehehe.  Alright to to move into topic.

Well, i have just made a progression at my work place (a so called higher rank) with a lil extra perks together with it.  Of course there were quite a number of people who didnt get the progression/promotion due to some serious (undisclosed) issues~!  It is of course insane to not get promoted for some of the people working which really angered a whole lot of people prompting a dark and sour face on many.  Well, it was well deserved progression for me as i had put in alot of fucking effort in the pass 6 months.  Well it certainly paid off for sure.  I cant be happier with what i am getting now, as it is higher than what i had anticipated.  This certainly calls for a celebration, but unfortunately i dun really know who to call out since i am busy this weekend with the CPA workshop.  But its alright, i can celebrate on a slightly later date i suppose.

Of course with the current progession would mean that i would officially take on more responsibilities but as i would like to quote my colleague who joined in almost the same time, “we are working like the higher level staff but getting paid at the lower staff pay” (changes were made to avoid any unwanted incidents).  As quoted, we are work on higher level work but are getting paid at a lower pay.  Of course this doesnt really matter to me, as long as i have work to feed my mouth, i am happy and it is best that i dont screw it up big time like the other retarded colleague who is still fouling up people’s work.

Moving on, i am quite pleased by what i had found on the iPod Touch (“Touch”) and iPhone.  Of course i am getting closer towards getting my hands on the Touch because most of the functions found on the iPhone are on the Touch which is good.  The only known functions that are not on the Touch but is on the iPhone are the phone function of call and sms functions, GPRS, and camera.  These three of which i can use far better devices that should be found on other phones.  The Touch would be used as my personal PDA i suppose as it truly has alot of applications for that purpose~!  It is truly calling me out to buy it.  Of course i am listening to an advice to think it through before really making the purchase.  This is the time i am still making a lil more research on the Touch and the applications that i would be installing to help me with my work i suppose.

But now i am thinking whether to get the 32GB, or the 16GB Touch.  As i had received word from an ex-colleague about his own 16GB Touch, which he added to be more than sufficient for him.  And i am using for work purposes and of course a few songs and of course a few shows.  So i am thinking real hard, whether should i really get the Touch 32GB or 16GB?  And of course i cant wait till the new 3.0 OS come out in June (or so i read).  Now just thinking the purchase through and through first.

Well, thats about it for today, till next time.  Ciaozuu~!

Damn it~! I had actually posted a post under this title already, but apparently it wasnt saved~! SOOOOO PISSED OFF~!!!

Anywayz, today a Sunday, i was suppose to be working in office, only to find out that there was a major blackout at my office area.  Even restaurants cannot function, but luckily mamak was still able to prepare food as normal.  Lucky them.  But i ended up waiting for about 30 mins before heading off to Hartamas to visit Borneo Ink.  There i chilled out with Simon and Eddy, and talking about Jason, and of course not forgetting the idiotic colleague.  And apparently there is a person like that everywhere.  In every different workplace there is bound to be a person similar to Jason, like my idiotic colleague.  Chilling there with Eddy is really nice.  Lepak lepak lepak~!  It was all good.

Not forgetting since i was in the area, i had myself my favourite Tori Katsu Don~!  From Sugimoto~!  Was pretty good, except that the Udon soup lack some taste in it, i just dunno why, but the Tori Katsu Don was good~! Huahuahua~!  After my good meal, i headed back to the office, only to find that the blackout was still affecting the area.  So i decided to check it out.  Fortunately the lift was working (i thought finally can do work), but as soon as i got to my workstation, nothing was working~!  The electric only for the lift, and nothing else.  I could not do my work at all~!  Which was horribly annoying.  So i headed home.

Of course made a call or two, and after which i headed to my bed for a nap.  Was pretty tired, considering the time i slept on sat night or rather sunday morning.  After that its just back to the computer only to find out i have my lower palm swollen (due to excessive use of the mouse/being on the computer for too long) which i knew i could not tell my mother or else i get slaughtered.  As normal i was doing more and more research about the iPhone, iPod Touch, and Blackberry Bold.  Came up with some very interesting findings of course.  Naturally the Blackberry is definately super suited for the truly corporate line of work, while the iPhone was more of play than work.  But both did serve for work purposes pretty well, only that Blackberry of course had the upper edge in terms of business purposes with the ability to do work while mobile (words, excel, powerpoint) made it clear that it will definately win against any other PDA phones as well as the iPhone (i had no specific use to do work on the run).  So that did not appeal to me just yet.

Of course i had a try of the iPhone (Simon’s – Borneo Ink),  and i must say, it was pretty smooth~!  I like it quite well of course.  Of course Simon told me to get an iPhone instead of a Touch, because there is the phone function together with it.  Many has argued it that way as well.  But for me i kinda want it to be a phone to be a phone (so dat it last longer), while i have a separate organiser (somewhat like a PDA and not a PDA phone).  So it defeats the purpose of me getting an iPhone which cost RM2,900++ which is actually closer to RM3,000 for the 16GB as compared to the price of a 32GB iPod Touch which cost RM1,629.  The applications definately could be used between both (most of them except for the phone functions as well as the GPRS functions) the iPhone and iPod Touch.  And to my delight i found alot of free useful applications, which then means i would not be required to Jailbreak the iTouch~!  NICE~!!!

So the pursue for a definitive answer regarding which one i would get, the iPhone, iTouch, Blackberry, SE Idou, and many others to come are still to be researched, compared, and finally attained~! WEEEEEE~!!!!

Going onto the next thing, i would like to point out that the reason why i was heading back to office to work on a Sunday was because i had the huge workload i received on the pass week.  With the new requirement of maintaining or achieving a MINIMUM 90% chargeability, i find it harder and harder to pass each day~!  Its definately taking a toll on the mind.  And i definately cant give in now, as there are too much at stake i guess.  But of course there are the normal ups and downs in office, which can be handled in due time.  I just hope that the work environment would get better over the next few months.  I need a long rest~!  I want the Krabi trip i organised NOW~!!!

Now pointing out that life cant go on without money is definately true isnt it.  Money makes everyone on earth go on~!  I WANT MORE MONEY~!!  I will stop here because i need some sleep and its getting pretty late.  I need some good rest~!  SLEEP SLEEP~!  Till next time, ciaozuu~!

I’ve been meaning to blog for awhile now with several thoughts in mind. Of course i think it is just the normal rants in life of course. But i had some good times along the way as well.

First off would be that finally, the trip that i was meaning to organise is finally done and completed, and i dont have to worry about it anymore~!  What a total relief~!  Actually it all happened sooooo fast.  With an email received from the budget airline (Air Asia) regarding an offer, i just had to take a look.  And of course there were super ober cheap flights to the original destination, but the flight times were absolutely ridiculous and insane~!  So i saw an alternative destination that caught my eye, which was because of the various famous bloggers i read said they had a good time at the alternative destination i was currently eyeing.  In that instance, i send out a text message to everyone who agreed to go for the original destination trip (Langkawi) at about 6.10 or 6.15 in the morning~!  Hahaha, of course i made sure that everyone knows about it especially requesting those people to reply back to me that they had received the text message.  Of course there were a few delinquents who refused to reply on the grounds that they were too busy to even go lunch or toilet breaks i suppose.  By the end of the day, i was able to convince almost everyone to consider the alternative destination (Krabi) as our trip destination.  By the second day, i was frantically calling and sending text messages to ensure that everyone is going to go, and of course that there were a few who had a change of mind/heart on that second day. And by the end of the second day, i finally booked the flight tickets and the hotels/resorts which we will be staying in.

With the trip in place, of course i had to fork out the money first as i would like to seal the deal first before the budget airlines decided to put in a huge mark up on the prices of the flight and hotel (which apparently happened towards to end of the booking period).  And i had one of the trip members (who is always an organiser of events like lunches and so on and so forth) to organise a birthday lunch that weekend for me to collect my money.  Of course the destination did change due to some unforeseen circumstances which of course lead to the place which i had in mind to have my lunch (Sugimoto – nice place to have gooooooooood japanese lunch meal).  And of course with that in mind, the organiser helped organised that event.

On the third day, due to the odd number of people we had in this trip (initially), i had requested the last person to confirm to just book a flight and crash with another 2 girls whom i had already booked flight n hotel for.  But of course the delinquent whom i spoke off earlier had a change of mind/heart which of course made me pretty pissed off. But of course i calmly told her that she can stay with the other girl and of course they have to book the flight and hotel themselves (i am mean that way).  With that we finally have an even number of people for the trip.  With 5 rooms and 10 people it was already a good trip planned.

Now at the birthday luncheon, of course those who are already going for the trip told others of the trip (among our own group of friends) and they were also interested.  Of course after loads of persuading, another person joined the trip with us.  And of course we had to perrsuade another person who booked the flight on a much later date.  Luckily the flight fare did not change. Which was pretty good. Hahahahahaha.

Alright, so thats about it for the trip above.  So now moving onto the luncheon.  Of course i had my favourite Tori Katsu Don set~!  Which another 3 others took the same set as myself.  Which came with the Tori Katsu Don, and a bowl of Udon and a piece of Inari~!  It was soooooo damn good i tell ya~!  Of course we had alot of chatter going on.  Fun fun times.  After lunch, we head to Old Town Kopitiam to continue with our chatter as the restaurant was closing.  Hahaha.  Very nice and very fun~!  I even had the opportunity to say hi and happy birthday to my former employers whom i had a trip to Singapore with about two months ago.

We had a good time chatting about work mostly and of course the annoying colleague of mine who is totally incompetant.  As we chat we lost track of time, and by the time we were done it was almost 6.  The lunch started at 12 in the afternoon and ended nearly at 6 in the evening.  Truly a good time.  Now everyone is looking forward to the trip especially the 12 participants of the trip.  Weeeeeee.

I know i am sure making this post really long with words.  And i am sure not many and very fond of reading tooooooo many words (if they are life me), but i dont really have any pictures to post anywayz~!  So i just rant and rant in words and not pictures~!!!!

Now a piece of my life.  Life has been mundane as usual, with the constant work and the continuous stress for chargeability, it is surely wearing me thin.  I cant really say about my audit friends though, as it seems that they work even longer hours, but if that is the case, they dont have to worry as to whom their hours is to be charged to, unlike me whereby i am constantly searching and looking for some chargeable work to be charged to the client.  Especially lately, chargeability issues has been a great problem for us especially those who are working in my industry would understand, in this economic period, we have to put in even more effort to pull through.

Almost every night after work, despite my greatest effort, i am sooo tired to have some enjoyment on my PC.  So so soooooo tired, my eyes is reluctant to stay open.  So i give up and head to bed.  As for office this past week, has been a lil laxed, since there isnt much work to go around.  I am working extra time to achieve my chargeability for the week and of course it does wears the soul thin.  With three staff having nothing to do nearly the entire day, it would be a waste of man power.  But worry not, as more work will come in due time.  Alrighty then, since i didnt have to work over on this weekend, i am heading to another detox session due to the ineffectiveness of the last session which left me with a whole bunch of air in my stomach, leading to me almost vomiting on several occasions (the vomit reached the back of my throat, only to be swallowed down).

Now moving on, after seeing that the iPhone is being officially launched in Malaysia, it made me wanted an Apple product sooooo badly.  And as i was looking around online, the iPod Touch caught my eye.  Ohhhh my, it is sooo dam nice~!  And it can even act as a phone, using wifi of course.  But i was thinking of using it as my organiser, since i dont really have an organiser (those big fat ones that most executive carry with them) and neither do i have a PDA phone or Blackberry or iPhone.  It looks damn good and damn nice to use~!  The fluid movement and the fluid controls made me crave it even more.  Of course they come in 3 different storage spaces.  The 8GB, the 16GB, and finally the one i am eyeing on the 32GB~!  Of course the iPhone maximum is 16GB, which acts as a phone as well, and has a camera with it.  But i am just eyeing that at the moment, as there is the Sony Ericsson Idou, which is still not out yet.  Now that is a powerful device (based on the website’s illustration of it).  So for now i shall hold on and continue to salivate on the 32GB iPod Touch and the Sony Ericsson Idou~!

Alrighty, i have put it alot of words into this post, so it is time for me to end it and say ciaozuu to everyone who reads my shit~! Thank you~!

I would like to live my day dream, but the story of my day dream is a little too harsh for me to live it, or rather it is a total utter fantasy to live it. Maybe i should turn it into a story, but there are too many fucking story books around and not forgetting my english is pretty poor especially my writing. I wouldnt mind turning it into a manga or graphic novel, but i have no artistic skill on hand. Even if i tried my best i would turn out to be a poor story teller. So i guess it is best for me to just leave that dream fly into thin air ……

I have just went for another round of detox and would be going for my third round this coming sunday. Of course the detox was meant to change my eating habit of from total meat to vegetarian. It did change my eating habit ….. but for more meat, or rather some healthy meat if i would have a say in it. I was craving sooo much sushi. But of course i had to refrain because if i dont, i would be out of money pretty soon. Of course my bank account doesnt say that way and that is because the money that is in my bank account isnt mine, but it belongs to the firm i work for. This is because i had taken out quite a big sum of advance.  of course, this makes things harder for me as i have a harder time of tracking down, which is my money and which is not. This is certainly not easy at all~!!!!

I hate handling sooo much money, and despite the typical stereotype that accountants face, not all accountants are good with numbers. I am just okay with numbers and words as well. I am very much dumbfounded with both words and numbers at times. Like how my car constantly drinks petrol like there is no tomorrow and still doesnt gives me the power that i would normally get for the same amount of petrol like ages ago. It is sad to say that my car is getting old and its just drinking petrol like there is no tomorrow. To make it worse, i am paying petrol not only for my own usage but also for another user. Those who knows me well would know who i am talking about. But i cannot not fill my tank up. He used to not have enough money to buy meals at times. And that was bad. Of course i had to help.

Well, leaving that at that, moving on to office, well office has been pretty quiet and of course there is a girl in my department who is pissing me off. Not just me but also the other staff members in the department. Her work is definately way below par but we have to carry her weigh of work. Not only does she not perform, she totally wrecks everyones mood to work. With below par quality work and with a dont care attitude and with no effort to put in any initiative at all, everyone is getting pretty pissed with her. But of course the higher ups are trying to give her a second chance and she still putting up the same act again. She is simply bringing the entire department down. There are just too many complaints about her. She is truly a work of art in fouling up work and not knowing how to do work. There are a thousand and one things to say about her, but i shall not dirty this post much longer with talks about her. Lets just hope that she wouldnt stay much longer as she is a total hassle to the rest of us in the department. Truly a hassle. To cut it short, if she does your work, you might just end up re-doing the work again, which means it is double work for the rest of us. Not forgetting she will constantly ask us for help to do her work, and we end up doing her work while she sits there and stares blankly not knowing whats going on or the initiative to understand whats going on.

Alright, enough about her, and back to me. I should not be saying too much about her, because i myself isnt a superb worker as well. Hahahaha i have to admit i am pretty slow in doing work which is not good at all. Still much to improve. Of course at least i take the initiative to improve, though it is a lil tiresome to pursue this, but i have to force myself to understand as much as i can regarding my current work. Of course there are more opportunity to expand myself. I need to break free from this norm shit i am facing day in day out. Its just killing me …….

Anywayzzzzz, i have to keep an eye out on opportunities that may pop up in front of me, but most of the time i would be too blind to realise it. Sadly, this is always the case for me.

Alrighty then, time for me to leave out all the rest and let anyone here just take a bash out of me if they want to. Its been awhile since i heard any voices here. So, let it shine~!! Ciaozuuu~!

Yeah overdosed on tooooo many spicy chickens, from both Mc D and also the pasar malam Uncle Bob chicken.  This sure left a great deal of discomfort in my stomach which then lead me to an awful time in the loo.  But it did taste good, but at a hefty price.  I cant take it anymore, gotta take a long long rest from all those foods.  It can certainly kill me for sure.

Anywayz, I now have a swollen eyelid due to unknown reasons.  But i think it has been there since last week but had just gotten worse over this weekend.  Now i need to head to the doctors clinic to have this swollen eyelid checked or else i might be in for a lousy week then.

As for office, well i have been pretty busy doing some a great deal of work, but my chargeability is still lower than others and of course lower than the expected rate by the firm.  But it would not be as low as one of the new girl.  As she was only having only about slightly above 7% of effective chargeability. This term would only be known to those who work in the big firms.  No other line of work would understand this at all.  At first i was planning to head to work today, but with this eyelid, i might have to scrap that idea.  I had also planned to head to Low Yat to get the necessary replacement items of wires and what not.

As for valentine, well it was spend the cheapest way possible, but of course i have to make up for it later on that is for sure.  But it is all good as we both enjoyed ourself despite the several minor incidents that i shall always bring up from now on.

On another note, Mc D standard sure has dropped.  Their fries are soft and soggy, their drinks are flat and tastes weird.  It kinda makes me wonder, should i head there to eat more?  But of course i cant resist their Chocotop Cone Sunday.  I love it very much~!  But every different place makes it differently which kinda pisses me off as sometimes the Chocotop is damn good, but other times its just not enough chocolate~!

Well i better get moving to go to the doctors.  I hate waiting, but i better go early so that i can be the first patient of the day.  Soooooo till next time ciaozuu~!

Ahhh, 2008, I remember that at the beginning of the 2008 was a nice relaxing time especially in Melbourne. I know it is a lil late to post a remembrance of 2008 but lets take a good look at my 2008.

Well I know that I was still in Melbourne in January, and that during that month a trip to Gold Coast which was pretty nice especially at the water theme park where people stared at my back. Hahaha. Gotta love the weather in Australia, especially Melbourne with the nice cooling weather. But gotta hate the summer when it gets all the way up to 40 degrees celcius. Well it is a love hate relationship of course.

But I certainly got tanned at my neck after chopping off my long locks at the end of 2007. And its still there on the back of my neck. Ahhh, after that returned back to the land where my blood is spilled. Hahaha, I dunno whether people would really get that part there, but yeah, I got back.

Back for Chinese New Year of course. But this time around, I didn’t feel the CNY vibe or had any CNY feeling. Just the dull feeling of another day passing by. Of course there were some issues to be settled then and it was dealt with. But more problems arose from there onwards.

Then after the break of CNY, the application for getting a job. That was certainly an awful period, but it was also awfully short period as well. After much interviews and assessments, I finally got a job.

After that its all pretty mundane life you know. Eat work sleep and the cycle continues like endlessly. But of course there were a few issues that arose from the employment, but it is very normal. Very normal indeed.

Other than that, I lived a pretty mundane lifestyle. But I found some nice food which I continuously crave every week without fail. On top of that my car was falling apart leading me to spend heaps and heaps of money on to get it fixed and repaired. Of course I had a minor accident which damaged the driver’s side of the car which until now I still haven’t gotten it fixed yet which is a total bummer.

Other than that I am constantly low on money which is no good at all as I cant really enjoy good food and stuff. Saddening. Well life goes on. Ohhh I also forgot to mention that I told my mother about my tattoo and of course with undue influence from my aunts, my mother prohibits me from getting anymore new tattoos. But its not like I have the money to do so as well.

Other than that I dunno what other significant thing happened in my life. What a dull guy I am. Alrighty then, I guess that’s about it. That’s my 2008. If you think I left out something, please do give me a buzz about it. Then I can change it. Till then ciaozuuu.