The Captured Moments in A Nobody’s Life

I am soo damn bored in office and the fact that i have been refused my remaining leave certainly does not help.  I am crying foul as they just want me to be seated in the office doing nothing but surf the internet at their expense as well as the free aircon.  But it is at an opportunity cost.  I certainly can do a little bit more when i am on leave and certainly hates being tied down this way.  Then again, i have to think positively.  At least i can go out for lunch with some colleagues whom i might not see for awhile.  I soooo wanna get back at them for not allowing me to be on leave.  I have a plan in mind, and i cant write it down anywhere because it would be very dangerous for me.  Maybe the firm gets a kick from keeping me here.  I cant blame them, if they wanna retain me here to do nothing but surf the internet at their expense and pay me for the balance of my leave.  Indeed it is good to know they are that stupid.  All of this is fine by me.  I can certainly do my errands another day.  Just simply delays my plan by a little bit. 

Owh, i am guessing you guys must be wondering where the pictures are for the Krabi trip.  Well i think i might just leave the posting of the pictures to Sue.  I am no good in editing and posting pictures.  But it was a good trip although nothing went as planned.  We had boarded the plan just on time despite the gate saying it is closed.  We were a lucky lot having done so.  Of course this would not be repeated and i think it would not happen again as the person who caused this problem shall not be joining in any trips that i would organise in the future (more on that later).  Upon our arrival, it was raining a little, but by the time we got into our transport to our hotel, a thunder storm hit.  But i guess it was ok.  By the time we settled down it was pretty late and we went to have our lunch.  We went to an ok restaurant, though it was a little pricey but the price doesnt defer much from our prices in KL which was pretty good~!  After that it started to drizzle and rain and stop and this continued for awhile.  Of course there were alot of girls who were doing a whole bunch of shopping through the gift shops over there.  Of course we went to the beach for awhile but because it was super windy as well as the sand was wet, the sand was a little too hard for liking.  The girls did some camwhoring a little before continuing on the shopping spree~!  We continued till we found a little stall that sells some choco banana pancakes.  So many liked it.  And we continued again on our shopping extravaganza (even though i did not shop at all) until we reached a supermarket whereby we bought some Lays and a few other snacks~!  And then we made our way back and on our way back the shopping continued~!  By the time we reached dinner time we went to a stall similar to the malay stalls by the roadside in Msia.  We had good food there which was considered pretty cheap by those who ate alot of seafood in KL before.  We then head back to relax and rest from our 1st day shopping endeavour by the girls in the group. 

On the next day, i woke up to a nasty surprise of rain.  Instantly i woke dear Sue up and informed her about the situation.  Of course i continued to call the tour agent about the situation only to find that i woke her up.  Hahaha, but she told me that she would give me a call about the situation later on.  Of course slowly i woke the rest up and we had our breakfast.  During our breakfast the rain continued on though it is not entirely pouring cats and dogs, it was bearable.  We were discussing about the conditions and the various options that we have.  I think it was about then i dunno who came up with the idea of riding the motorbikes in the rain.  Of course with raincoat of course.  And the group was pretty receptive about the idea.  So someone had to sacrifice to get the raincoat.  Of course i volunteered because i am the daring gung-ho hero wannabe.  Of course i went alone searching for a shop that sells some raincoats.  Of course it was hard to bargain because the sellers knows i need it and of course they jacked up the price.  Cant do much, because i dont think the rest of the group would want to get totally wet from the non-stop rain.  So i got the entire group raincoat.  Of course they soon decided that we shall wait for awhile to see whether the rain would subside but unfortunately the rain didnt let up.  Of course being the reckless human i am i went on to train on riding the motorbike which was actually a scooter.  I was learning and learning and then a few others decided to try so i let them try while coaching them on how to ride the scooter in the rain~!  It was good fun.  An unexpected form of fun.  Hahaha but not everyone shared the same enthusiasm.  So there were some who were not too happy about it.  But in the end we were just trying to salvage what was left of the day. 

We then planned a trip to Krabi town in the rain of course and had a good time freezing ourselves in the cold but it was good fun~! Tried some food that is never available in the fast food chains in Msia.  Hehehe, certainly had enjoyed some good food.  Didnt really stayed long in Krabi town as there werent much to do in the Town.  But we had fun riding around town with out Tuk Tuk driver guiding us around~!  Our little convoy of 1 Tuk Tuk and 4 motorbikes.  Though the journey took quite some time.  Even to a point where the Tuk Tuk made a sudden turn into the King Cobra Show thinking we would want to watch.  But unfortunately someone in the group was totally horrified and starting crying even though she was very far away.  So we decided to leave and head back to the hotel.  But instead they went back for a shopping spree.  Sue and myself head back for the King Cobra Show which we had alot of fun taking pictures here and there.  There were some tension when we were bargaining for cheaper tickets.  But i still think we were all conned by the prices all along during our trip.  But its okay.  In the end it was a fun trip.  Hehehe.  So there are new plans to head there again in the coming months.  I shall be the head planner again.  So if interested maybe you can drop a message or something.

Anywayz moving, as i had mentioned earlier about someone who wont be joining any future gathering or trips, shall not be named but people would realise who the person is soon enough.  This rift was due to the inability of the person to reply even 1 word of “ok” to me.  Of course noting that msn might have problems, i continued to inform the person about a debt she owes me, but she continues to ignore me.  So by the third time i told her about it, i realised she suddenly blocked me on msn.  Of course the 1st reaction was to sms her about her action and told her she still owed me the money.  Of course i did not get any reply on it.  Seeing how everyone is on facebook and it is still working hours, i did not call her but instead left a message on her wall.  Of course i continued to do my own work and return home.  Upon my return i realised that she had deleted my messages on her wall, and to top that off she still blocked me on msn and of course when i checked my phone there was no reply at all.  Of course all of her childish actions in blocking me and refusing to reply any of my messages did made me angry as she was not only ignoring me she refused to reason with me at all.  Of course i tried to give her a call, but she refused to pick it even though i waited for the call to get through for a long while.  Of course this person does not think about her actions, and of course i reacted rather destructively.  Of course this lead to the deletion of me from her facebook friend list as well as blocking me on facebook.  Of course i send her the final sms about her actions and informed her i can act more destructively and she knows i am capable of doing so but of course no immediate answer. 

I then received a call in the middle of the fucking night at 1.40 a.m. to inform me that it would be the last time she would talk to me and that she would pass the money through a common friend.  Of course she apologised but having called in the middle of the night i was like yea yea, and finally it hit me, her apology was not sincere as she was saying it in a very angry tone and saying very angrily towards me.  Of course i questioned her why did she refused to pick up my phone and answer me, and of course to her defence, she mentioned that when she is angry, she will say mean/bad words and it hit my mind, “WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?!?!?!?!”.  Of course i questioned her answer as to what she meant?  Does this mean she dare not talk to me when she is angry as she is scared that i might react differently? Maybe that is the case as she would not want to piss me off as i might reacted in a totally different manner.  Of course she refused to talk any longer and stop the talk and hangs up.  What a “wonderful” person of not only disturbing my sleep, but also hanging up on me.  Of course i doubt that this would be the end of it, as i foresee future trouble brewing from this event.  It would be a horrific chain of event for her.  Especially for her.  I do not foresee her having a happy time in the nearest future.  Lets just hope she would change, BUT i highly doubt it, because there were several notions indicating that she thought she did no wrong and i was in the wrong.  Of course this story began as to how it began.  So her action caused an irreversable reaction and of course the chain effect of the events would not stop at me, but to her friends around her as well and this is a fact.  So i hope she would realise of her mistakes. 

Alrighty moving on to the next thing, looks like i cant wait to get out of my current workplace.  And of course i have been really drained lately from the late nights and the early mornings and the long days at office and the late nights of trainings for certain has drained me really dry.  I need a weekend to rest my body, mind and soul.  But soon enough i am jumping out of the pan and into the fire, and i certainly need to run for my life and can no longer comfortably sit in the pan and be cooked by the slower fire.  Its time for me to run for my life and run towards safety and then towards the top~!  I hope to earn my first gold bucket within the next 3-4 years.  Lets make it and lets create a better future for everyone~!  So till next time, ciaozuu~!

Ahhh, the weekend of great sun, sand and water is coming real soon~!  The trip to Krabi is upon us~!  But it looks like there will be a couple who would not be joining us for this trip due to an objection by an immediate relative.  This is indeed sad news for the rest of us.  This would certainly change the plans for our tour as there are less people on the tour and I would need to renegotiate the pricing again.  This is not gonna be easy~!  Well I just hoped that her immediate relative would just let her go so that she can be happy and also for the rest of us to be happy.  Well, we definitely cant predict the future.  KRABI KRABI, HERE WE COME.

On a side note, i had fallen to a throat infection which was said to have caused my severe discomfort as well as pains in my right arm, taking away my beauty sleep.  So i had taken the day off to recuperate.  Of course i did get some zzzzz but there are things i had to do.  Unfortunately didnt get the chance to do it.  Lets just hope my leave for Friday is approved so that i can do my things as well as pack for my Krabi trip~!  Arghhh i need to get a list of things to do now~!  But always forget to do so~!

So many things, so little time.  I also need to build my site up as soon as possible.  I would like to push my site faster so that i can finally put it in my print.  Seriously i would appreciate some form of help on the things to get done.  Lets hope things will get better in soon.

Thats all for now, a short post. Till next time ciaozuu~!

I am now on my path towards the new business as well as the new path of new hardships~!  At the moment, i am doing this from work, meaning i am blogging from work.  Bad ehh, but i am already leaving.  Ohhhh i forgot to mention, i tendered my resignation.  Hehehe.  Anywayz, planning for the Krabi trip is constantly forgotten, very bad of me i know~!!!  Well what to do.  I have alot of things in mind.  I guess i better send out a sms about the outcome of the 1st day of the trip.  For now its best for me to confirm with the tour for the island hopping.  Or should i make a call to them.  Might want to discuss with them a few things.  Well i hope things turns out well.  And i hope people dont chicken out because of the H1N1 virus flying around~! 

Lets get going~! Weeeee.