The Captured Moments in A Nobody’s Life

For the pass week or so, I have been working late.  Of course it is nothing compared to the audit lifestyle.  Truly a lifestyle I do not want to lead at all~!  But this time around, I am very much obliged to work late to get the work done, especially since I am in charge of the other associates on this job.  Certainly is no fun being in charge.  Because blame on mistakes made will fall on me and making up for lost time on the job also falls on me.  I am also obliged to finish up whatever my team missed out.  That sure is no fun seeing that some of the more tedious work requires alot of reviewing especially by me.  I am always spotting some mistakes somewhere somehow.  But it is all over now.  The crazy three days of redbull mornings were enough to kill me.  I hate working so late and sooooo hard especially on the research part.  Definately a killer.  Dont get me wrong, this might help me prove my worthiness to the higher ups of course it is very strenuous on my body and mind.

Well moving on, of course I am still quite fixated about getting an iPod Touch, but after much consideration and research and thinking, I think I wont be getting myself the iPod Touch.  Of course this is still a want in my life, but I guess my money can be put to better use in another way, like expanding my harddisk size.  My expansion has not reached 2.5 TB~!  Of course, anyone who has basic knowledge about computers knows that harddisk generally loses 7%-8% of its harddisk space.  I am still unsure about the reason and neither did I check the reason behind it.  Too lazy to really find out about it.  Of course, maybe I shall save up for a super expansion maybe my the end of next year.  Super expansion would mean almost a whole new PC~!  Hehehe, it is still in planning stages.  Maybe I can use the money I have to get my car fixed.  But for now I guess the aim is to get more money I suppose?

This pass week also has made me feeling a lil down.  Of course this would be a normal part of my moodswings from time to time.  I guess I am a lil too sensitive for my own good.  No good right?  Well thats how I am I suppose.  Money money, where art thou?  Come to me, come fall onto my lap~!!!! Money ohh money, you can buy almost everything to make me happy, of course money cant buy happiness directly, but it sure does help in getting me happy.  Of course there are alot of wants in my mind.  But as per normal, money is a great restraint on me.  I want to be able to buy whatever I want anytime I want.  But that is just a dream for now, and myabe for the future.  Who knows….

Next is my life is dull~!  I am dull~!  Of course this was spurred by my moodswings.  I think I am losing my mind again.  Damn it, I need to take control again.  Need to push myself forward again.  I need something to work towards.  A goal, which I have been lacking all this while.  Shall I put my wants as my goals ?  Well, that may be a lil screwed up since I just scratched one of my wants away due to lack of money.  Ohhhh well, just live on everyday without a purpose still is ok I guess.  It took me a long while to realise that there is no benefit in joining the minority (in terms of buying things), so I guess I shall join the majority and reap the benefits that come with it.

I dont really know what else to blog, especially since I read other people’s blog, it kinda makes my life look sooo dull~!!  By at least 100 times~!!! Well, i guess thats about it for now.  Lets just hope my moodswing doesnt get the best of me for the next week or so….. Till next time, ciaozuuu~!