The Captured Moments in A Nobody’s Life

Looks like my study leave has begun and the time to study is upon me.  I am also quite shocked that time has passed by so fast.  Not to mention that I was pretty free over the pass few days at work without any work given to me at all~!!!!  Of course this would look bad on me, but hey there was nothing I could really do as I already asked all my superiors for work but none of them had any work for me.  It is either that or I had already completed the work earlier on, which is then pending for review.  Well, I certainly spent my Saturday a lil toooo relaxed but at least I feel that I am well rested.  Or at least I feel I am well rested.  I did a lil bit of clearing up in the evening/night, followed by the urge for me to reset my modem which certainly stirred heaps of trouble.  But after that it is all fine.  At the moment, I am downloading the programs I need to install once I reformat my comp.  Yes, I am reformating my comp again, because it is slow to the point, that I wanna throw the whole junk away.  But I just hope this time around, I dont screw up the formatting as bad as I did the previous time which lead to the stupid Windows thingy to find out that my Microsoft Office is pirated.  Before that happened, it was all fine and dandy~!  Now it is just slow to the point I wanna kill someone~!

Continuing on, I have yet to file my taxes, which I should be doing soon enough.  Of course I must get some guidance from those who had already done it~!  But that would require me in organising my documents, which also reminds me I need to organise my receipts, especially my computer receipts~!  I have damn alot of documents to sort and go through, which would be a very tedious task~!!!  Of course I had been daunted with a few tedious tasks before, and comparing both the organising of my documents and receipts is nothing compared to the work that I was required to do~!!

Alrighty, I did mentioned that I was pretty free at work these past few days, which led me to my research on computer parts such as the CPU, the GPU, the casing, the cooling system, the memory, the storage disk, and many more of the various components.  Of course looking at these things as well as reading about them has tempted me to get myself a brand new PC~!  Which would be built from scratch~!  Looking at what Low Yat had to offer, I calculated that the cost of the computer that I would like to build would cost me an estimated RM5,800.  Of course, this is after the consideration of the technology and the utilisation of the PC has been taken account for~!  Seriously expensive isn’t it?  I find it that the combination of the components are pretty good, especially the casing, oh btw this is excluding the hard disk drives~!  Yes, call me greedy if you want, but which human is not greedy?  You tell me, every human is greedy in their own way~!

I gotta continue on with the cleaning of my rooms, as well as the formatting of my computer, and of course i think that my modem has gone cuckoo on me.  Of course this would require me to really kick its ass to kingdom come, but I doubt I have the resources to do so~!  Lets just hope that my previous purchases would help ease the burden~!  But I still need a modem to make it complete.   Anywayz, lets just hope things gets better soon~!!!

Alright, I gotta go and get things started.  Till next time ciaozuuu~!

With the new progression, there are sure a lot more to do than before. Seems like I have to stay back to finish work, which are usually urgent. With the training I attended, it gives me some relaxed moments at work.

Currently, it seems like the idea of the iPod Touch is truly fading away. But I am looking to get a brand new phone. At the moment I am looking at the SE C510 or the SE C901. Both are candy phones. But the SE C901 is still not in the Malaysian market just yet. I have to wait till it comes out I guess. Then my current SE K530 would be passed to my mother. Reason being is that my mother refused my offer of buying her a new phone. So she came up with the idea about me passing my phone to her once I get myself a brand new phone. But the thought of getting the iPhone/iPod Touch will always be there. But for now, I would wait and see whether the new Blackberry Storm can surpass its predecessors and ultimately defeat the iPhone. Maybe we might see a newer version of the iPhone in the next two years or so. Let the battle between the iPhone and the iPhone killers continue~!

On another note, the stupid retarded girl has finally resigned~! But of course there is a new staff who came in to replace her. This time it’s a guy and he chose my dept without hesitation (and with full knowledge about the principles behind the dept’s work). This is truly rare because most of the staff here are conned into joining the dept with the ploy that the staff can head home early or on time (this is not the case with me and another senior of mine, but it holds true for the others). It was pretty fast to know about the new guy as there are sooooo many “interviewers” asking various personal questions. Just to note, the stupid retarded girl skipped training and work on her second last day of work. Something the other staff and myself would never dare to do~!

Lately, I have been checking out some workout websites to get some tips about working out. Certainly needs a lot of time and dedication. Time which I sometimes lack and the dedication which I TOTALLY lack is the reason to my ever growing stomach size. My mother has been constantly nagging me to exercise a long time now. I was just wondering, how do anorexic people induce themselves into believing that they are fat when the truth is that they are sooo thin? I am still wondering how strong is their will power in forcing themselves not to eat and whatever not. It is simply truly insane~! For now, I just have to stick an exercise regime for a minimum of 21 days to make it stick into my life. Lets just hope that I have the willpower to do so like the anorexic people.

The next thing on my mind would be, “when will there be the next VU/Monash gathering?”. I kinda miss the noisy environment of gossips with the gossip queen and the others but I highly doubt that everyone can make it as everyone is pretty busy with WORK, STUDIES, and whatever nonsense that happens in their lifes and mine. Certainly need to contact the organizer to see whether we should hold a gathering in the weeks to come.

I kinda hate working late nights. Its just wears me down. Truly tiring, but then I wonder, how the hell auditors can make it through every day working till like past midnight for weeks, or even months~!!!!  It is truly amazing how they can survive it.  Of course it is the profession they choose anywayz, and thats the audit lifestyle here in Malaysia.  Truly a wonder why sooo many are ignorant to their blood pressures nowadays especially among the working force these days.  If anyone has read the newspaper, they would have read about this article where 40 over % of the Malaysian workforce (private sector of course, government sector is sooo relaxed that it is soo ineffificient – which includes the ministers of course) do not know that they have high blood pressure and is prone to hypertension.  It is a fact i read off the newspaper of course.  Maybe you wont take my word for it, but hey, like the saying goes, “Health or wealth, which would you prefer?”.

Anywayz, it seems that alot of people seem to be enjoying their life, or most of them are, except the few who are already working.  It seems as though we are forced to work, which is pretty much true because without work, there is no money.  So the main purpose of working is to get money~!!!  I dont really know what I am blabbering about at the moment.  Isn’t nice to have money to buy whatever you want.  I always dream I have the money to buy whatever I want.  Wait a minute, maybe I should put a wish list up so that I can work towards those things.  Certainly be nice if people can get me those stuff, but I doubt that it would happen.  For now I just have to be thankful with what I have despite others having more things than I do, but hey, I shall try to work to get it.  Now I might just do a lil savings on a monthly basis.  Certainly I gotta plan my financial status.  How I wish I have the iPhone or preferably the iPod Touch with all the applications I saw to help me put things into perspective.

Anywayz, thats about it for now.  Till next time ciaozuu…..

p.s. I dont think I made much sense in this posting …..

For the pass week or so, I have been working late.  Of course it is nothing compared to the audit lifestyle.  Truly a lifestyle I do not want to lead at all~!  But this time around, I am very much obliged to work late to get the work done, especially since I am in charge of the other associates on this job.  Certainly is no fun being in charge.  Because blame on mistakes made will fall on me and making up for lost time on the job also falls on me.  I am also obliged to finish up whatever my team missed out.  That sure is no fun seeing that some of the more tedious work requires alot of reviewing especially by me.  I am always spotting some mistakes somewhere somehow.  But it is all over now.  The crazy three days of redbull mornings were enough to kill me.  I hate working so late and sooooo hard especially on the research part.  Definately a killer.  Dont get me wrong, this might help me prove my worthiness to the higher ups of course it is very strenuous on my body and mind.

Well moving on, of course I am still quite fixated about getting an iPod Touch, but after much consideration and research and thinking, I think I wont be getting myself the iPod Touch.  Of course this is still a want in my life, but I guess my money can be put to better use in another way, like expanding my harddisk size.  My expansion has not reached 2.5 TB~!  Of course, anyone who has basic knowledge about computers knows that harddisk generally loses 7%-8% of its harddisk space.  I am still unsure about the reason and neither did I check the reason behind it.  Too lazy to really find out about it.  Of course, maybe I shall save up for a super expansion maybe my the end of next year.  Super expansion would mean almost a whole new PC~!  Hehehe, it is still in planning stages.  Maybe I can use the money I have to get my car fixed.  But for now I guess the aim is to get more money I suppose?

This pass week also has made me feeling a lil down.  Of course this would be a normal part of my moodswings from time to time.  I guess I am a lil too sensitive for my own good.  No good right?  Well thats how I am I suppose.  Money money, where art thou?  Come to me, come fall onto my lap~!!!! Money ohh money, you can buy almost everything to make me happy, of course money cant buy happiness directly, but it sure does help in getting me happy.  Of course there are alot of wants in my mind.  But as per normal, money is a great restraint on me.  I want to be able to buy whatever I want anytime I want.  But that is just a dream for now, and myabe for the future.  Who knows….

Next is my life is dull~!  I am dull~!  Of course this was spurred by my moodswings.  I think I am losing my mind again.  Damn it, I need to take control again.  Need to push myself forward again.  I need something to work towards.  A goal, which I have been lacking all this while.  Shall I put my wants as my goals ?  Well, that may be a lil screwed up since I just scratched one of my wants away due to lack of money.  Ohhhh well, just live on everyday without a purpose still is ok I guess.  It took me a long while to realise that there is no benefit in joining the minority (in terms of buying things), so I guess I shall join the majority and reap the benefits that come with it.

I dont really know what else to blog, especially since I read other people’s blog, it kinda makes my life look sooo dull~!!  By at least 100 times~!!! Well, i guess thats about it for now.  Lets just hope my moodswing doesnt get the best of me for the next week or so….. Till next time, ciaozuuu~!