The Captured Moments in A Nobody’s Life

Gawd damn it~!! Its already the new year’s eve already. All too soon for my liking. Damn it~! Im gonna grow older another year next year~! And next year is coming in oowwhhhh tooo soon. Well, its time to kick out the old and herd in the new year then.

Well to put it simply, my new year’s eve plans arent all that great, as compared to some others who must have planned some really magnificent parties~! Hahaha, i aint got the money to do such shit. There are other more important things in life which needs funding. But of course i am low on cash. How like that, working also like no money. Or is it because most of the money goes to the work. Damn it, it might just be that my work is sucking away all my money. But i aint too sure about it. But at least my pay can support myself as well as some nice meals, which arent all too lavish, but at least it tastes good.

I am really surprised at the amount of high school friends who took up blogging. Some even won some money from Nuffnang. Unfortunately i wont be able to utilise Nuffnang on this blog as it is very complicated. And i am pretty comfortable at where i am at the moment. Of course i will be sprussing up my blog a lil here and there. But of course i am now taking the liberty of segregating my pictorials into individual pages as i feel that loading soooo many pictures into 1 page isnt all that healthy. Hahahaha. So i am shifting out all my pics from pictorial into their own respective pages. Hehehe. Of course there are other pages that i will incorporate into my blog soon enough. It would be about some of my passion. Its gonna take time, which i find tough to find nowadays.

Arghhhh how i wish someone can donate to me a few thousand dollars to make me super duper happy.  Its not like i am not happy, but the money is to make me even happier.  Money sure can make people feel happier~! Alrighty then, time to continue working my ass off like a fucking donkey and getting paid for it. I need the money damn it~!

Looks like more and more people are dying ehhh. From stroke to heart attacks, from liver failure to AIDS. People in general are dying a lil too slow. Birth rate is still higher than death rate, which would mean that the world would still be seriously overpopulated~! Its like a serious infestation of some sort. Which is definately taking a serious toll on planet itself. Can it continue to support the ever growing population? Well, we can only wait and see wont we.

Alright, i veered off topic hell a long time ago. Back to where i found out quite a number of my secondary school friends have taken up blogging. But only a few really stayed on blogging. Seriously, i didnt expect one of the most quiet boys in school to ever have such good command of english and blog soo well till he could win Nuffnang prize for his post. Damn he is good. Hahaha.

I gotta say, my blog sure looks weird, maybe it needs a facelift of some sort. I need to arrange it~! So far i am doing a pretty okay job to it isnt it? Well i know i dont really get much hits on my lil unknown blog, but at least it still gets going right. Well, i think i better hit the sack before it gets tooooo late. New year’s eve day is a long long long long long day~! Till next time ciaozuuu~!

I dont want the holidays to come to an end just yet~! It is soo nice to sit back and relax without having to worry about work~! But i guess it is all coming to an end~! I have to accept that fact soon enough. But now as i mentioned in my last post, i am suppose to be up with my list of resolution for 2009. I have already done this, but the list mentioned is in my house and now i am currently blogging using Sue’s laptop at Pulau Ketam. Currently i am bored out of my mind because it is sooooo early in the morning. Sue is still sleeping and i am already awake. I couldnt go back to sleep and its still not even 8 in the morning yet~! Yes i know i am a fucking sick psycho~! Well tomorrow i shall be back to office doing work. Work work work ….. Luckily the work is all not too urgent and can be done in January. But currently there are certain fears that there might be some urgent work coming up and my early January leave is coming soon. DAMN~!!!!

Well as for my leave in January, it is for the purpose of going down to Singapore for a certain event. But i havent even finalise my travel and accommodation arrangements, which is totally bad~! But even those who i am going with arent really sure about the trip arrangement just yet. Kinda sucks cos i would need some planning. Now i think i might need to get my own room. But for this i just have to wait it out and see. I cant be entirely sure just yet. Life is certainly full of surprises arent they.

Owh, btw, i am sure people must be wondering why Sue and myself are at Pulau Ketam. Well its because her family decided to organise a very short trip and Pulau Ketam was decided destination. So i just tag along. Hehehe.

Anywayz on another note, i just saw a old primary schoolmate who just came online on MSN and his MSN picture looks like he is a retarded monkey who is fucking blind. Yeah i fucking hate that mother fucker because he is just a fucking prick~! His name is ……. should i mention his name here ? ? ? WELL, since i hate him soo much, why not. His name is Fucking Retarded Ronny. A primary schoolmate who is retarded like fuck ~!

Alright, back to me, unfortunately i dont have much pictures of me for my most recent event, so i shall not be posting any pics unless i get my hands on them. Seeing as some people were eager to get a peek at my afro/bob marley hair, people were heading into the Pictorial~! a tad tooo early. Hahahaha.

Okay la, now i shall head off and do other things on the laptop. Till next time, ciaozuuu~!

I feel like im am constantly reminded of something that continues to haunt me to this very day and time. It is also a part of a song which i used to listen to. Well its shadow has a dead tight grip on my soul. But as you all would know, i would always say life goes on. But i feel like it is taking a toll on my soul, a grip that really taken a hold in the back of my head for quite some time. Indeed it is a path that i should not dwell upon. Of course there are many opportunities for me in this life, especially with a great deal of people pushing me towards it. Of course i have to maintain a capacity to think it through i guess. Ahhh well, life goes on and i certainly need to walk on with my life.

Life is too short to dwell on this shit for too long at one time. So i should not dwell on it any longer. But being me, i cant help it i guess. Of course it is not because i dont have a choice, it is just that im soooooo drawn towards it. Ahhhh. I better not talked about it anymore.

Anywayz i hope everyone had a good christmas~! I did went out to mingle around. Being around the presence of people does help calm me down a little. Well, certainly had good company around. Hahaha. But i guess i need to mingle around more. Ooohhh, i also need to work out. I guess i should be setting a list of resolution for 2009? Well, maybe i shall post up a page for that purpose. Of course i would need to take time and think this through, especially making sure that i would be able to fulfill the resolution. Each resolution must come with a plan and arrangement that would help me achieve the resolution, of course my dear readers are allowed to post their own comments how i can increase my efficiency in achieving my resolution for 2009.

So i better think it through to make sure the resolutions are definately achievable. Hohoho. Alright. There are alot of wants and needs, but definately not enough moolah to get all of it. How i wish i can earn extra moolah. But it is against company policy to do so. I WANT MORE MONEY~!!!! Money money money, makes the world goes round and round. No money, no food. No money, no shelter. No money, no life. No money, no fucking way you can ever live long~! SOO MONEY IS ALLLLLLL IMPORTANT AND POWERFUL.

Alright, i cant device a plan for that resolution, so i shall put that on hold for awhile. As for the others, i shall have to put it onto a piece of paper and then onto a page on this blog. Oooohhhhhhh, there are few other post that i should put up. But after i am able to get the pics of certain few events i would do more justice to this blog and try to blog a lil more. Hahahaha.

Well it is way past the supposed bedtime i should adhere to. So good byez, may you have a great christmas and a superb new year celebration~! Ciaozuuu~!

Seems like im slow in updating my blog. Well this happens when i get addicted in playing a new game. I am playing Spore at the moment. Not really a bad game at all. Pretty interesting for me la. Well, i have been meaning to blog for sometime now, but had neglected to do so as i am sooooo busy with my game that i i lack the time to blog. In the end i took some time to blog. Hahahaha.

Ok, my first update would be that my mother is now forcing me to live a new lifestyle. A healthier lifestyle i suppose. Now i am suppose to sleep at 10pm every night. Weekends are included. Well at least i get a good nite rest i suppose. But nowadays i tend to wake up earlier than i use to. Maybe because i dont use aircon to go to sleep anymore. Well, this healtier lifestyle is sparked by the idea that i should have my body checked out by this alternative healer. So i checked out my body and it is supposedly in bad shape. Which i would definately say its true with all the beating i’ve done to it over my 22 years living. So i went for a detox. Or rather a full body detox. I would spare all of you the details because it would be pretty gross to some. But it sure hurt and taste bad.

Well after my full body detox, i was pretty much very tired from it. So i had plenty and plenty of rest and sleep. And i thought that i dont sleep that much, but i rather slept quite alot in my 2nd day of rest. Which i find was pretty weird. Hahahaha. Welllllll i guess my mother wants me to be super healthy forcing loads of fruits and vege and tablets and drinks down my throat. This is the motherly love i get i guess.

Soooo i wont be chatting with anyone late nights anymore, as though i ever did before. But for this, my health has been improving bit by bit. It may be extreme, but hey, its a new way to live life.

Alright, next in line would be that many colleagues in my dept are clearing their annual leaves as it would be burned if it was not used. So my dept is getting pretty empty, which was no good. For me and for the rest as there are not enough work to go around. Maybe this would mean that i would be able once again to go home at 5.30pm. As though i did ever. Well, we’ll see how it goes i suppose.

Well i hope my social life doesnt go to ruins. As though my social life is all that great at the moment. But lets just hope it doesnt kill it. Ahhh. Well i would like to continue on, but unfortunately the time has come for me to take my leave and head to bed and sleep. Maybe i shall blog early in the fucking morning. Apparently the liver regenerates and recuperates when you are in deep sleep from 11pm to 3am. Well i thought it was a bunch of bullocks, but it does have alot of truth to it. So i am off to bed with the intention to let my liver heal….

So till next time ciaozuuu.

At the moment, i am thinking about heading off to somewhere for holiday in January. It is still in the planning stage seeing that i have tons to get done before i can ever confirm i am going. But at the moment i need to get myself enough leave to just leave me enough leave for the year. Need to rest up, but gonna affect my chargeability with the lack of work at the moment, i will be quite fucked. But its alright i guess. There is no way i would be able to meet the expectation of my company anywayz. But i will try my best to meet it anywayz.

As for my life, it is pretty mundane, especially with the lack of cash you know. But hey, life has to be that way without cash i suppose. Most of us now would be lacking of cash you know. Hahaha. Lets see how things goes i suppose. Cash is sooooo important….

Moving on, i guess i should announce that there are two new staffs in my dept. One of them is doing pretty ok, but the other, seems to be struggling with simple task and simple instructions. I dunno why it is so, but seems like there are some people annoyed by the struggling new staff…. I dunno le. Let it be la. for now.

Well, other than that, would anyone donate money to me for me to spend? Hahaha, unfortunately i doubt that it would ever happen. Hahahaha. Lets hope can strike lottery. Hahahaha. Fat hopes right. Well its still worth a try though.

I dunno what else to blog nowadays. Lets just hope more inspiration will come to me so that i can write a lil bit more. Till then ciaozuuu