The Captured Moments in A Nobody’s Life

Well i certainly gotten myself into a knee deep of shit, including my poor chargability for the week is really bad for me. But then again, i could not fully utilise my time effectively or so they want me to be. I guess i am not efficient enough for them. Its not easy being efficient and at the same time being fast. But it seems like i am given a second chance. There is no way in hell i would be able to meet their freakishly high expectations.

Well, but that is what expected out of us all. Nothing much could be done about it right. Certainly thats what i thought at first. But after giving it much thought i was a lil bit more determined to work a lil harder and with that try not to make as many mistakes as i had before. Of course if i dont perform as well, i would certainly still be promoted but certainly with lower pay increament.

Looks like it is time to get back to work soon enough. Again, i had wasted another weekend. But its ok. I guess. Looks like time to move on and walk thru this pile of shit. Hopefully to higher grounds. Thats for sure.

And to all, sorry about my late post, this time around. Not too keen on writing something here. Writers block you could say.

a block in the mind, with much in mind that makes me stress. and makes me wonder if i am doing the right thing for my life. i dunno anything.

owhhh btw, i wont blog about the makan trip to melaka. cos i think quite a few has done it. so im not good at details as they do. so let them do it.

alright, now i am thinking, can i proceed far at where i am now? this will be the main thing for me for this week.

lets just hope there will be signs to help me decide how …..

Hahahaha, a title for fun. Sick of having the title to represent what i am gonna talk here anywayz. Well the week has past by and now its the weekends. Unfortunately its not all play for me. Seeing that i have to get something checked out (for my car), and not forgeting there is this event which i have to attend to represent my firm as my senior and myself was chosen to help represent the main department we are in. Of course this event is a very important event with the attendance by the PM, as well as a few Ministers if i am not mistaken la. Of course there are also some high position blokes who will be talking as well. I think its more like a talk. But of course there are booths (i think la) by which we have to man~!

Well certainly the week has been one freaking bad week. Considering i have no idea to charge my time. Its no easy no easy i tell you ~! NOOOOO EASY~! Of course, the issues will always be there. Of course i got reprimanded by my higher ups about my work. But she is always particular about the works of the staff….

Back to me, i dont really know what else to say, and no one really offered me to watch MTV Asia Awards. But its ok la. I dont think i would ever get the chance, even though it should be on tv. After doing some blog reading earlier, i kinda get a little envious about how others can really get high up~! But its all okay, we all have our place and our role to play. That is certainly cant be avoided. It is always known only a selected few would make it far and high… maybe i am not clandestined to be that kind of person.

Hehehe, i guess more hand gestures will be out tomoro together with my explaination of things. Hahaha. Only until recently that i noticed i used alot of hand gestures in most of my explaination. Hahahahaha.

Boooyahhhh~! BOOOOOOOOOOYAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha a new languaged learn~!Got to know from a colleague. Hehehe.

Ooouuuuaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh ….. Someone who came back from NS will be Blackberry ambassador. I certainly think the camp she was in was far nicer than the 1 i was in~! Which was like a dump…. Buts its all okay cos i am out and this means that my soul, body and mind is safe from those twisted bastards, and bitches. And i would like to point out they should not lecture those who earns more than them~!

And if i were to go in the future. I would definately be older than the trainers. And i should train them instead. Glory to the money grubbing fuckwits. They certainly have made their money~!

Owh owh owh owh, time to sleep la … sleep is im-por-tan-te~!!!!!!  sooooo ciaozuuu~!