The Captured Moments in A Nobody’s Life

People around me feeling alot and alot of stress. My senior, my loved one, my colleagues, the person in the mirror (which kinda looks like me)…

Stress stress, yes of course i am stressed, the work i am currently doing has very very tight datelines. This would mean late nights for some time for me i guess. But my senior is the most stressed at the moment. She must be heavily burdened by hell of alot of work. Even on monday she looked stressed and tired even though she just came into office. But this is how it is in my department.Those in other fields better be thankful for where you are, because it is tough to be in our shoes. Trust me, it can killlll.

Anywayz, it looks like i am a lil slow doing work today, which would mean i need to make up for it over the next few days. Which is very bad~! But this is the way of our working lifestyle especially in our beloved country (with all the fuckwits having a ball of goodtime being on the news all the time its no wonder people all around are suffering). Well it certainly makes you think a lil as to WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING HERE~!!!!!!

Of course this isnt the case for some, seeing that there are fucking workaholics working, and loving it. Crazy motherfuckers ~!

Owh well, time to get going and head off to bed, its gonna be a long long day ahead of me tomorrow. lets just hope i survive the ordeal~! wooohoooo~!Till then ciaozuuuu …..

p.s. No chance to see MTV Asia Awards live in person, but i would like watching it on TV. If by any chance anyone who has astro knows whether it is showing or not. Please inform me, i shall steal 1 to watch. Hehehehe.

I have no freakiing idea what to blog, so i shall be taking some time talking crap here. Hahahaa. Ok its not that funny. But with a friend off to the UK, and a friend back from NS, and another flying off to the states. I cant help but wonder, when can i enjoy life a little. Maybe we enjoy things in our own way. Hahahahaha. lame …….

Wellz, there isnt much for me to update jsut that many people are getting sick, i am getting poorer, and also im getting sick and tired of going to work. But i need the money. So i cant complain much. Just do it, and take whatever shit like a man.

On top of that, i have posted another page, if you can find it. The link is somewhere around. You just have have to find it. I’ll try to put some new things there from time to time. But i doubt it will happen anytime soon. Seeing that i am a fucking lazy bugger.

Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately i am back from NS. I dunno, either way, life is not going the way i want it to be, or maybe its because of the lack of effort on my part as well. But hey, like most people would say, you need effort to get something right. So i guess i should put in some effort as well. Like i should put in more effort to take naps and exercise and eat well. Well pardon me for my extremely poor grammar and vocabulary, as well as spelling, i am not keen on rewriting my mistakes here.

We all have alot of needs but always lack the resources to get it. SOOOO i wish that i could go for the MTV Asia Award up in genting soon. But unfortunately tickets are not easy to get, plus i dunno who to go with. But its okay, i am used to being at home. Its how i am i guess. Even my mother wants me to get out more often. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I know i am always stuck at home in front of this monitor of mine, by which i would like to replace as well. Not forgetting a new casing for my CPU, or maybe an intel processor as well. But unfortunately, as i had already said, i lack the resources. There are more needy stuff that i need to pay for. Like more repairs for my car. Yes my car is a junk. But at least it gets me to work.

Owh owh owh, i forgot to mention that there are two vacation trainees in my department, who are really in need of teaching, which of course i did for most of the day on friday. But rather than teaching it was more of correcting their mistakes. Nonetheless it was tiring. Of course i was lucky enough to finish my own work for another senior of mine. Tiring tiring things. But it pays for my bills, my petrol, my food, my repairs, and whatever crap shit stuff that is necessary. Hahaha, of course lately i have been allocating my resources for the purpose of better eateries. Nonethless this is taking its toll on my wallet and my savings. Far too much resources has been spent within this month, more than the resources which i will receive tomorrow.

Looks like i’ve tapped into my long saved resources. This would be bad for me, as i would be desperately low when a rainy day comes. Lets just hope that day dont come soon. At least till i get my resources back to an optimum level of comfort.

owh owh owh owh, the envy i suffer looking at the numerous events, and occasions, and happenings in other people’s life. But hey thats their life and i am living mine. Mine is jsut a lil more dull than the rest. Thats how the life of a normal working person … or is it ? ? ?

Anywayz, thats about it for now, enjoy yourself, and be prepared for work (for those who are working), and enjoy your life (for all and everyone), and enjoy your study life (for those who are studying still of course). Well, then thats about it for now, till next time, ciaozuuuu….

The title has nothing to do with what i want to say here today. Just that i feel that i am not in the right place. Like i am suppose to be somewhere else. But i dunno where that is. Well, we shall leave it as that.

Now still recovering from my flu, work has been pouring in non-stop. And its not the simple minded work that i can pass off to my VT, but some tough ass shit work. Sooo the grindstone is really grinding me up into powder.

Lets just hope i will survive this week ok.

Till then, ciaozuuuu.

Yes the weekend is here, where i can eat dim sum, and happily rest at home. But this time around, it would be a little busy in the sense that i will be heading out a little to meet friends. I also received my medical report from me doctor. Me have to eat less fastfood, especially chicken skin (fried chicken of course) as my LDL cholesterol (which is the bad cholesterol) is slightly higher than normal, but the overall cholesterol is pretty much all normal. So cut down on yolk, and also cut down on fastfood. Thats how things should be as well.

On top of that, i have received orders to exercise by both my doctor as well as my mother. Well we’ll see about that. Hehehe. Alright, lets see, my blood pressure is a little erratic. Sometimes borderline, sometimes low, sometimes high~! So i dont really know how this all will play out. Currently pumping a lil iron. Not much though. Hahaha, very pathetic of me, but it is a start. have to start on the sit ups as well. Maybe some push ups if i am capable. Hahahaha. I am that weak. But hey, just give it try right.

As for this coming weekend. Should be meeting off with a girl who just got exempted from NS, and also a girl who will be leaving for the land of the British. That didnt really come out right. But its alright, at least thsi time must remember to take photos as well as to show of my wings. Wahaha, it is something to flaunt around of course. Hehehe.

I am not too keen on going to work nowadays, i prefer working in Borneo, but unfortunately they are not hiring plus they already have help. So i definately have no chance there. I am slowly dreading my work, little by little, though the people are great, but the responsibility is growing over my head. Drowning in my own shit, or so to speak. Though there are new VTs coming in, this would mean that we need to teach them and also means less time on work. But after they know how to work, then it would be easier right? Well maybe, for a short while.

Work is getting a little out of hand. Things are getting unorganised. So work is getting a little messy. But thats how life is isnt it? Well I dunno about others, but i think, i want more time before i start working. Writing this reminds me of the time i was at a career fair representing the firm i work for. There were two boys who came by the booth. They were still in form 5, and already looking at doing a professional paper which would most definately set them up in only 1 career path. And they are pretty determined to work. Is it me or did the world change a whole lot. Well, i dont really know the world nowadays.Too much politics in the air, too much trouble brewing in every nook and cranny there is.

Haihz …….

What is this world coming to. Well, i would definately say, people are definately getting smarter, but at a cost of greater complexity as well as a more complex form of chaos. I cant really understand it anymore, i dont want to become anymore complex, i just want to be simple guy, doing simple things, and living in a simple world. Hahahaha. What a dream.

Anywayz, time for me to say, enjoy your weekend. Ciaozuuuu..

I dont really know why but i was feeling pretty tired on my first day of work. Maybe because i slept nearly 1am and waking up at 5.55am. Well that could be one of the many reasons of course. But getting back to work really seems sooo hard for me, but it definitely much better than being cooped in a fucking fucked up place with fucking shit food which I cant finish as everytime I want to down the last few bites, I start to feel like I want to puke. Awful awful fucking food. But the malays sure take for like they are eating for 3. Are they pregnant or something?

Well like I said before, I cant really complain now, finally I was able to climb back into the pan, after being tossed out of the pan and into the fire. At least this time around I am able to take some time off and of course my beloved internet. Something that has been with me for ages. Hahahaha. Of course there are the people and the good good food~!

So I definitely cant complain. Of course there are tons of things that i need to do, and there is even more work than before. And of course there are many more obligations at work that i need to worry about. Of course this shall be worried on monday. Lets just hope that things would come in at a do-able pace for me. Hahaha, like that ever happens. Sooooooo lets just hope that it is really is soooo.

Ohhh i forgot to mention that i went to do a full medical check up to clear any doubts about my health. Of course i wont know the results until the coming week. I think i better start thinking about my health especially since my health has been hitting the downward spiral since the last few years. But it is hard to get started dont you think. I certainly feel so. It is always the starting point that is hard to maintain. But i think i better start trying to ensure that i can live a long and fulfilling life.

Alright then, i better get going, i got to go for breakfast and then clearing up my room as well as my computer room as well as my luggages that i came back from NS camp with. Also if anyone out there knows how to possibly remove my bad habit of shaking my legs. It has been a habit since like i can remember.

Alright, till next time ciaozuuu~!

I am back from NS camp because of a deferment due to health reasons. At the current moment, i am waiting for the time when the office of the accursed NS to open. Yes i woke up at my usual wake up time on weekdays. Just something i felt that i need to do (waking up in the morning i mean).

There are tons for me to do before i get back to work. Of course this would also mean the degrading of my pay for this coming month. But its alright for me. Because i need to get a fucking exemption so that i can get a peace of mind for the rest of my life in regards to this stupid NS. It is totally a money grubbing tool for the rich and a fucking moronic way to spend taxpayer’s money. Im starting to pay taxes from next year onwards, so i have to right to rant about this stupid shit~!

It was a fucking hell hole with a bunch of rowdy kids. Damn the stupid fucking government officials who proposed this and got this to start running. Really stupid. Or maybe really smart as it is their new money making scheme. Fucked up isnt it. Well thats how life is in Malaysia. The Bolehland~!

Well trying to make the best out of the days i have left. Try to ask around whether is there any government specialist that could help me with my exemption. Hahaha unfortunately that was very unfruitful. But its alright. Just have to wait it out and see i guess.

Been to Borneo Ink for their assistance. Was very happy that they were trying really hard to help, but only to find that i am fucked. So they suggest for mental problems. Which i thought could be possible. For further information ask me personally face to face. Not online~!

But worked in Borneo Ink for the day while filling in for the no use apprentice which almost everyone despise. It was a pretty easy going day. I did make a mistake but was able to rectify it fast before it would really be a fucked up case.

Well other than that, well, i guess just have to wait and see. Time to sleep. Body is aching due to lack of sleep. Ciaozuuu~!

I shall be on hiatus for roughly 2 months period. Meaning there wont be any updates here at all for 2 fucking months since i would be away for NS.

Anywayz, lets just hope that i come out alive from that place. Till then. Take care n ciaozuuuu for a very long time ~!

Hohoho, merry christmas. Wait it is not christmas just yet, but hey i am getting a present already. But wait, my birthday just passed so this qualifies more of my birthday present rather than a Christmas present. Well drumrolls please ….

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I was called up for NS. After  dunno how many fucking years, they called me up, or rather my mother sms-ed me that i received a registered mail saying that i am called for NS. It is very last minute. Which was totally unexpected. And i just got confirmed at my workplace not too long ago. This is certainly gonna be bad for me. But to much to no avail, i dont think i can dogde this any longer. But there are too many issues at hand. Which would certainly a big problem during my stay.

Well on the bright side, i get to fire a Colt M16. Weeeee…..But seriously, i got fucked real bad …..