The Captured Moments in A Nobody’s Life

Days go on very slowly and very simply when i am unemployed. I am suppose to be doing work for my father, which would be scanning a load of catalogues. Well it is going very slowly with the fact that i am procrastinating. Indeed i have a lot of things to do. For one, i need to do some grocery shopping, and then i would then need to go shop for my working clothes, get myself a new phone, and then i have to buy some dvds to store my excessive data on my comp, which then i would need to re-format my computer because of the multiple problems on my comp.

Of course my with both my laziness and procrastinating attitude, i wont get those things done soon enough i guess. Of course i have been DotA-ing a lil during this unemployed period. With future job prospects being dumped onto me, i need to get a hold of things and have an aim as to which road i shall choose for myself to walk on. Haiyayayaya. Of course not forgetting the departure of my tattoo artist to his dreamland, the United States of America for quite some time. Well i might be seeing them again and seeing whether is there any farewell party before he leaves for the States.

It seems like i am living in an utter mess, and my mother doesn’t like the mess that i had created upon my return home with the idea that i am as how i was before i had left for the land down under. I am beginning to think that it is true. Well as for now, there are many changes that need to be made and they need to be made within this coming week. Not forgetting i have a few other people to meet up with. I got loads of things but limited time and the lack of determination.

So things has to get moving on a faster pace now i suppose. I need to start cooking as the time to eat out has to reduce to reduce the cost on my wallet as well as on my health. Talking about health, i need to have a check up regarding my health not forgetting i need to get in touch with a dentist to have a look at my teeth which has suffered a decline in its health from the poor upkeep. Talking about upkeep however raise another issue on my mind. Am i keeping my body in good shape? Well i definitely don’t think so. With that said, i had been called by a instructor from Fitness First nearby my house had given me the privilege of a one week gym pass based upon the recommendation of a certain person.

Looks like these are really boring and mundane things compared to some other people who has a more colorful life. But of course i am not complaining seeing i had always wanted to be the invisible guy. Hahahaha. Well its time for me to hit the sack as i am fucking dead tired. My body isn’t as what it used to be. So till the next time …..

Well, it is currently my time to look for a job. And i am really finding for a job. I may not be super enthusiastic in regards of getting myself a job, but it is necessary for me to do so. At my current state, i had my options being limited to rather a few than i had planned years back. But it all seems for the better i guess. My current state of living is pretty horrendous as it was apparently like the time before i left for Melbourne apparently, by which i find is quite true. At the moment, i had already applied for jobs according to the field of my studies. I am not at liberty to say at the moment regarding my employment prospects here, but i would tell you in person, if you are ever interested in it.

During my application for a job, i had made some blunders which may put a dent in my record in terms of personality, and i hope this would be put aside (or maybe not) , as my blunders were somewhat subtle but also devastatingly big. Of course i hope things wouldn’t be so bad, but unfortunately things may seem bad at some level, but i did get some good news though it was of little significance. Its not like i had landed a job you see, but i guess it would take some time to do so dont you think? Well time will tell, and there are tons of things that i need to do. Unfortunately i am utterly unorganized and i need to organize myself before any of the heavy stuff comes in. So i have to write the things that i need to do over the next week or so to ensure things would run smoothly for my future i suppose.

My current lifestyle is a total utter mess. I gotta clean it up before i begin my working life i suppose. For that i shall need the self organization and that would be done as soon as i could. And many at times, i would always say, “LIFE’S A BITCH” and indeed it is a bitch to live in, but it is all i have so i have to live it no matter what. For now i am burdened with a lot of issues in my mind. Though i had time to run away from it in the past few weeks, i guess it is time for me to face it. This is the fate of a only child i suppose. Carrying the most burden of the family. Even for me, i highly looked up upon to be one of the first of my family (on my mother’s side) to succeed. It is truly a heavy burden to carry, but to carry it i must. I am no longer a kid i want to be, though i would certainly wish to be a kid again. It is time for me to embrace the new life, that is ahead of me. It is time, to grow ……

I know i havent been updating much lately, but woohooo, i am back and enjoying all the missed food, though i must say there has been a great decline in the quality of the food served and not forgetting the unjust increase of price for the food that has taken for the worse. But fret not, it is still much cheaper than eating in Melbourne. Hahahaha, after conversion, a normal meal would cost around RM20 per meal, and that would be the cheapest. Of course that cant be compared to my dear friend who is in Sheffield forking out more dough for food due to the higher exchange rate. But good food is hard to find. The only food that hasnt decline in quality and has not seen a price increase would be the sushi. Unfortunately since the Lunar New Year is approaching, they had taken their leave for this week. Meaning no sushi till this coming tuesday.

Chinese New Year (CNY) isn’t as what it used to be. Maybe because i am growing older and has experienced a few things in Aussie that taught me a lesson or two. Of course there are still a few internal problems that i have yet to rectify. Of course over the time of during the Chinese New Year, i was suppose to be writing my resume. Unfortunately i was busy with other family related issues (CNY requires me to become a slave, a driving slave). Well, CNY was a pretty boring 1 seeing that i have reduce my gambling to cut my losses. Other than that it has been pretty tiring during the CNY period with all my relatives here.

The younger generation of cousins are really loud and noisy~! To a point that even my shouts are sunken. They are painfully a big pain in the ass. Not only that i am ordered around like a slave. I am a slave to most of my aunts and my mother. It was not really an enjoyable CNY as expected, as i had to hear many unwanted news regarding family and friends (maybe more of family than friends i guess), which pains me more than the joy could subdue. So as a result my life is pretty much a boring one. Unlike a few others whom i have read, my life is pretty boring and busy at the moment, with some issues with family, and then meeting up with friends (quite a lot), and enjoying some good food. Not forgetting to mention that i am currently working on my resume for my application for work. Indeed this is the working life now~!

Ahh did i mention that i had just gotten a haircut and that it sucks~! Well i guess my hair will grow back eventually. So for the moment, bear with my ugliness. Other than that, i dont really have much to update other than the fact that i would be busy finishing up my resume and my application for work. I also need to buy some working clothes for the months to come. This will be a tough task for me to complete within the next two weeks or so. Hahahaha. Unfortunately there isnt any pictures of my CNY this year. As i had said, it wasnt as enjoyable, and also it is a tougher year, especially for the fire tigers. But no worries, this fire tiger wont give up that easily but might procrastinate a little from time to time.  Sooo till the next update, see ya~!